listening to nothing.....
i'm trying to talk to my ex online bc that is the only way i can get ahold of him....he doesn't answer the phone when i call, or call me back, anything....so i'm trying this bc even if he wants me completely out of his life, i want him to tell me that.....i don't want him to ignore me or hate me or anything like that....but if he's going to, i want him to at least tell me....
-20 min later-
ok, so i talked to the boy and appa(interrupted by sister holding a joint)
-20 min later-
ok so i talked to the boy and apparently he has absolutely nothing against talking to me, its just that he doesn't really see anyone because he's so busy, especially now with finals, so i said that it doesn't really seem that way to me considering some of what he's written in his journals and how he never calls me back and he's all like "i don't see any of my friends" and it went on like that and i got the point across to him that if he wanted to still be friends with me then he had to at least return my phone calls......and now hopefully he'll call me and such.....i just really want to keep in touch with him and stay friends......
----annoying ex complaining officially over----
anyways....i celebrated cinco de mayo by seeing trust company and papa roach play at toad's place in new haven.....absolutely awesome....the pit for trust company was insane....i thought my ear piercing was bleeding for a second....and i was up front for papa roach....they were crazy good and played like 5 songs from infest....so that was awesome....this is how i felt the next am after 4 hrs of sleep:
and right as my uncle pulled up to my house with the really cute boy that was helping him build us a deck, i got out of my friend's car after crashing at his house....i felt all ucky and i was all willing him to not see me, but it didn't work....it's ok though....he still smiled at me and we talked for a lil bit.... i love carpenter boys.... 
he's going to be helping my uncle fix a couple things on our house too....hopefully by then my master plan of staring seruptitiosly (sp?) at him, while not talking to him, but finding every excuse to be near him will have gained his attention and seduced him into madly falling in love with me.... ( he's really really cute and bashful, i love that!)
anywho....
i have a trampoline! oh the things i can do now! 
-=squish=-
i'm trying to talk to my ex online bc that is the only way i can get ahold of him....he doesn't answer the phone when i call, or call me back, anything....so i'm trying this bc even if he wants me completely out of his life, i want him to tell me that.....i don't want him to ignore me or hate me or anything like that....but if he's going to, i want him to at least tell me....
-20 min later-
ok, so i talked to the boy and appa(interrupted by sister holding a joint)
-20 min later-
ok so i talked to the boy and apparently he has absolutely nothing against talking to me, its just that he doesn't really see anyone because he's so busy, especially now with finals, so i said that it doesn't really seem that way to me considering some of what he's written in his journals and how he never calls me back and he's all like "i don't see any of my friends" and it went on like that and i got the point across to him that if he wanted to still be friends with me then he had to at least return my phone calls......and now hopefully he'll call me and such.....i just really want to keep in touch with him and stay friends......
----annoying ex complaining officially over----
anyways....i celebrated cinco de mayo by seeing trust company and papa roach play at toad's place in new haven.....absolutely awesome....the pit for trust company was insane....i thought my ear piercing was bleeding for a second....and i was up front for papa roach....they were crazy good and played like 5 songs from infest....so that was awesome....this is how i felt the next am after 4 hrs of sleep:
and right as my uncle pulled up to my house with the really cute boy that was helping him build us a deck, i got out of my friend's car after crashing at his house....i felt all ucky and i was all willing him to not see me, but it didn't work....it's ok though....he still smiled at me and we talked for a lil bit....
i love carpenter boys.... he's going to be helping my uncle fix a couple things on our house too....hopefully by then my master plan of staring seruptitiosly (sp?) at him, while not talking to him, but finding every excuse to be near him will have gained his attention and seduced him into madly falling in love with me.... ( he's really really cute and bashful, i love that!)
anywho....
i have a trampoline! oh the things i can do now!
-=squish=-
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Yes, thanks. I know everyday how lucky I am to have that with my folks.
Have an awesome week, and congrats to your cousin!