lokischild

listening to flyleaf
i would love to just pick up and move to new haven. i would be able to find an apartment that is fairly close to school, not to mention a job and roommate. and i wouldn't need a car, because so much is in close proximity in new haven. and they have public transportation. the only problem is i need a car to get a job so that i can earn enough money so that i can save and move to new haven. and the only problem with that is that i need a better job so that i can save money to buy a car, but i need a car so i can get back and forth to the better paying job.
anyways.
i've been having really vivid dreams lately. and a lot of them. in the past week or so i've remembered like 6 or 7 of my dreams. i wish i could figure out how i'm doing that so i could refine whatever it is i'm doing for full recall. there's something about being able to remember my dreams that gives me almost a feeling of completeness. not quite completeness, but reclamation, maybe? i can't quite put a name to the feeling. but i've learned in the past few days that i definately dream in color, and generally from my own perspective. i'm pretty sure that the boy has been in most of my dreams, and i know for sure that he's been in at least 3 of them. that is something new for me. if there's someone i know in my dreams they're only in them once, maybe twice and that's it. but justin has been in at least half of the dreams i remember for the past week or so. interesting.
so last night i thought of something that i wanted to put in here, but i was nearly asleep, post-coital, and high. so i didn't remember. oh well.
but goddamn! it's been raining for the past 2-3 days. not all the time, but on and off all day and night. it wouldn't bother me if it wasn't so damned chilly.
peach = delicious

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