lokidogak

so, for those of you who don't live in alaska this probably isn't a big deal. my wife who lived in southern california for like 8 years was not all that impressed but, there is a movie being filmed up here called frozen ground. nick cage, and john kusak are doing a movie about a serial killer that did a bunch of bad things up...
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i took my dog for a walk last night. on our way home we walk on an unpaved street that people can't drive up and down. it's quiet and there is about 3 acres of mostly undeveloped property on one side near the end. this is the neighbor hood moose camp ground and bird sanctuary.

last night there was 4 ravens, 3 magpies, and one...
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it's just there

it's always
waiting
standing
in
line behind me
or
sometimes
hanging quietly
in the shadow
of
a street light
the words
reasons
pain
true lust
anger
and
i want to
fuck it
i want to
pour a bottle
of
bourbon
on it
light a match
and
watch the ink
bleed through
the flames
suck down
the smoke
chew it
spit it out...
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fuck sarah palin. she ruined alaska.

alaska was the place where outlaws came to die. it is the place where there is enough true nature left that animal ancestors still hold sway. it's the last place with enough space to still get away with something....

what alaska did not need was a sell out, self consumed bitch to put a spotlight on the last good...
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i got way too drunk last night. i wish there was a pill that would make my head feel smaller.

it's been so long since i've had sex that i can make myself cum just by playing with my nipple piercings is that weird? or just sad?

so, yesterday i was painting the front door of a house. the door opens into an atrium area that then has a door to the garage, and another door to the living space. across the street there is a steep hill that goes up to a mostly wooded lot. a momma moose, and her baby were enjoying the greens it had to offer, and watching...
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so, i know lots of people work nights. i like working nights. i've been doing it for a month or so now, and i like getting off work and everything being quiet. i've lost a little sleep but i've seen some truly spectacular midnight sun sets. all the bars and liquor stores are closed so i have to plan ahead if i want some sipping...
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working at night is completely fucking with my body. i just slept for like 10 hours, and i feel like i could sleep for another 10......

i walked home between 11pm and 12:30am. at least an hour walk.

i watched a sunset try to burn down mountains with the kind of pink that makes lemonade jealous.

i watched a loon fishing in a lagoon. no shit.

i helped a stranger identify a muskrat, and discussed the difference in tail shape and body size of that and other furry wet things.

i...
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