last night, i had one of those eye contact moments that transcends time, and space. as i walked through the bar, on my way to clock in, there was a woman at the bar, who i've seen there before, but have never talked to. we smiled at each other, and she stared at me like she was trying to burn me down.
in her eyes, in the time it took to take 15 steps, i fell in love, got layed, laughed, skipped work to stay in bed with her, had a fight about something stupid,( it was my falt), had some amazing make up sex, realized we were growing appart, broke things off, got back together, for all the wrong reasons, took her out to dinner, and then she broke my heart.
don't look at me in that tone of voice, it could happen.
in her eyes, in the time it took to take 15 steps, i fell in love, got layed, laughed, skipped work to stay in bed with her, had a fight about something stupid,( it was my falt), had some amazing make up sex, realized we were growing appart, broke things off, got back together, for all the wrong reasons, took her out to dinner, and then she broke my heart.
don't look at me in that tone of voice, it could happen.

I've actually considered living in Alaska.
Except that I'm a vegetarian...and everything there is meat on meat on meat, wrapped in fur...
I pictured myself staying in that Hostel somewhere between the K'nai and Anchorage...holing up there for the winter or some shit and writing a book...about something...