loki

So I have been having a fairly shitty time the past couple of weeks. My parents seem determined to drive me crazy, or to create so much tension over the upcoming marriage that they drive us apart, effectively turning me back into their dependent, good, little daughter. (which I never was but that doesn't matter - delusions are rarely based on anything) I am not going to let them do this to us but - I have to admit the stress of being caught between my entire family on one side and my fiance and his family on the other... I am not impressed. Tho it is amazing how good my parents are at putting me in situations like this. I of course side with my fiance as he is the voice of reason in this whole stupidness but that does not mean I want to be disowned by my parents either. So, I have decided to focus on other things for now and try to let the waves of bull shit simply wash over me without getting dragged down by the undertow. So:

Thing I am Looking Forward To:
- getting a new kitty and watching Turgy play with it and be all silly
- raiding parties in WoW
- the May long weekend & the trip we may be taking then
- Lordi in Toronto in August
- finally getting vacation days and benefits
- getting married (with or without my parents)
- summer shopping spree with my girls
- swimming lots
- biking to work once I get a helmet
- getting naked for the camera

that seems like a good list... now I just gotta read it over and over whenever I feel like shit.

at least the boy is awesomeness incarnate and knows just what I need when I feel all crappy!