loismustdie

emerging from a haze of bitchiness and crying fits...

ugh i hate days like today where you just can't get happy... they doubled my dosage and hopefully, it'll pull me out of this...
the girl isn't talking to me anymore... she got back together with her ex and her ex doesn't like me so there ya go... blah
i'm sad about this, but i'm trying not to let it upset me too much... i'm shifting back and forth on the issue anyway... the drugs upped my libido and now sex with my man is back to being in fucking credible so a girl on top of that would almost be overkill... but.... i still want one... hehehe

my work schedule rules right now... i'm the only person i know who always has the weekends off where i work so that's cool... still hate my boss tho...

spending too much money, but i'm on a jacket binge right now... i need every style, as many colors as i can get my hands on, and it's getting out of hand... it's a costly endeavor on top of that, but i blame it on too much sex and the city...

nice to have money again... nice to not have to worry about where the money for the bills is gonna come from... i'm really glad we made the decision to come back here... i don't think i could have made it in oklahoma... maybe if things had been different... mybe not...

hope to talk with you all soon...
be good...

much love