loismustdie

my leg and knee is killing me... grrr... got to play with my little niece today.. she's freakin adorable... i can't get over how small a young person seems when you are in some way responsible for them or related to them... it just makes things more real... i don't know what the fuck i'm talking about... somedays i think i want a kid...

my mom gave me some kind of natural remedy to strengthen my nails... i really want long pretty nails.. but mine never grow... i have a job interview tomorrow... it only took them a month and a half to call me for it... bastards...

my best friend will be coming out next month... i can't wait... i need to start getting the apartment in order for her, set up a place for her things and clean up the downstairs bathroom and put some girlie stuff in it... hehehehehehehe... i can't wait... i've been itching for some girlie time...

i need a fucking girlfriend... i found a pic of me and one of my exgirlfriends kissing in a purse at my mom's house... made me sad...

eh, what are you gonna do?

much love