i'm getting really bad about leaving comments... makes me feel bad... yesterday, my neighbor and i made purses and we started on arm warmers... yay for people who can sew! we're gonna try to use up all that fabric that i have just lying around... called my mom and asked her again to finish this pair of pants that she started on, oh about 3 years ago... they match the arm warmers i made and i really need them now... we then went to the mall and piddled around there... bought some cheap stuff... found a cute purse at gadzooks and got it for like $5... you can't beat that!
talked to my best friend back home and in a round about way told her i'd had it with her bullshit... she told me this story about one of her friends being mad at her because the guy she was screwing kissed my friend... real petty shit... which i told her...
then i told her that people need to start admiting things about their lives to themselves and getting on with it... if you are just fucking a guy and that's all he's willing to give, then that's all the relationship is...
i get so tired of girls not wanting to admit to themselves that they are in a casual sex relationship with someone who they think they love... until a guy is willing to love and respect you, that's all it is... get the fuck over it... grrr....
she tried to tell me that some people need drama to make their lives exciting... i was like, there are much better ways to do this... you don't have to complicate your lives and make yourself miserable for excitement...
now that i've been away from that town for a while now, i really don't get the drama... these girls have no real problems, so they go out and invent them... they push away guys who are good to them and then go and fall in love with asshole wannabe rockstars who treat them like groupies and wonder why they go off and kiss other girls (or whatever) you get what you ask for... you are only worth what you think you deserve... if you think you deserve to be treated like shit, hey, that's what you are going to get...
i don't know
thanks for tolerating that...
sometimes i wonder if i'm always going to be the only person who grew up in my circle of "friends"...
blah...
have a good weekend...
talked to my best friend back home and in a round about way told her i'd had it with her bullshit... she told me this story about one of her friends being mad at her because the guy she was screwing kissed my friend... real petty shit... which i told her...
then i told her that people need to start admiting things about their lives to themselves and getting on with it... if you are just fucking a guy and that's all he's willing to give, then that's all the relationship is...
i get so tired of girls not wanting to admit to themselves that they are in a casual sex relationship with someone who they think they love... until a guy is willing to love and respect you, that's all it is... get the fuck over it... grrr....
she tried to tell me that some people need drama to make their lives exciting... i was like, there are much better ways to do this... you don't have to complicate your lives and make yourself miserable for excitement...
now that i've been away from that town for a while now, i really don't get the drama... these girls have no real problems, so they go out and invent them... they push away guys who are good to them and then go and fall in love with asshole wannabe rockstars who treat them like groupies and wonder why they go off and kiss other girls (or whatever) you get what you ask for... you are only worth what you think you deserve... if you think you deserve to be treated like shit, hey, that's what you are going to get...
i don't know
thanks for tolerating that...
sometimes i wonder if i'm always going to be the only person who grew up in my circle of "friends"...
blah...
have a good weekend...
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mistressrory:
Do you have a baby now?
lunna:
It was great talking to you sweetheart. I hope we can talk again sometime soon, you are such a sweet cool girl!