loismustdie

okay... a kiss to anyone who can tell me where this came from...
"i'm in pain, i'm in real pain... pain, pain, pain, pain, pain, pain, pain..."

started my p.t. this week... and yes, i am in pain... but, it's a good pain... a real productive pain... got hooked up to this little machine that sends electric pulses into my leg... that was kind of cool... and a little weird... met this girl today who said that she'd been in a headon collision with a semi... ah, if only i could have been so lucky... she's gonna be pretty set when that settlement comes in and her injuries were still less sever than mine... DAMMIT!
my new hot topic boots finally arrived in the mail... they are so cute! i can only wear one of them right now, but i figure they'll be perfect to wear during my rehabilitation period... can't wait to get out of my walking cast... it sucks so much ass... but, that'll have to wait a little while longer... they're scared that i might "roll my ankle" and then i'd be in bad shape... very bad shape... pain, pain, pain, pain, pain, pain, pain... hehe... still having really weird disturbing dreams... not killing people anymore, but more things that i can't possibly see doing in real life... is it bad if while you are dreaming, you realize you're dreaming, but still carry on doing the bad thing you'd never do in real life after having the realization, maybe even with newfound zest? you were all so helpful before, so let me know...
much love