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Hmmm this has been a most interesting week as it comes to a close... these coming two weeks are short one thank the heavens...
One girl lost... one found on the web... though I know nothing can ever come it she has fascinated and taken my complete attention... which is weird for me.... usually dont take to people to quick... she sent me her photo... she is most certainly a goddess... way way out of my league... but it has been nice make friends.... and I will not be sending my photo by the way... Ski know it takes me awhile to give that up! Gives me hope again but makes me why the ones I connect with.... are always so far away.... but god is it a beautiful connection! like two suns colliding.... but this may be the best I am pretty sure I cannot screw this one up!

Anyway enough pining.... and whining... hope everyones holidays are in good order... I look forward to the new year... I hope it brings great things to you all as the saying goes:

"may the best of your past be the worst of you future...." :