loganmaclaren1

I've been absent for a long while.
I can't explain how much disappointed I'm with the girls that I've choose here... anyway, I guess it was my own fault. I expected too much and I forgot that "be friendly" and "be friends" have a huge difference.
The good question, now, is "why should I still coming here?"...
I'll think about this very carefully.
Cheers,
LA

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cairo:

Thanks so very much! I wanted to be a writer when I was younger, but now I doubt I'll ever have the time or luxury for that. Someday, perhaps...

Dec 19, 2005

qato:

thanks so much for your charming e-mail.

Dec 20, 2005

Nowadays, I'm always tired and without time to do any shit for myself, besides cook and wash my clothes.

I have to conced, the money do is coming. I'm working hard, but at the same time, I'm increasing another hundred dolar in my paycheck, every week. The funnie thing is that I can't event take this money to buy my groceries, because I simply don't...
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foxy:

Happy Birthday!!!

Jun 21, 2005

Work.

I like to considere my self a tough worker, very dedicated and not scared of challenges, but I've to re-think this concept. I've been working from 9 to 14 hours a day, every day, from the last three weeks and I'm tired to death... I just hope I'll be strong enough to keep going. The maney is good, the money cames, but my skin...
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antony:

work is work. If they don't want you they won't hire you.

BTW, the comment you left me on my journal: I accidently scrollbared it too far and clicked randomly (which ended up hitting the "delete" button!

)...there's no confirmation, SG just immediately deletes it in 0.0045 miliseconds, can't even press stop loading.

sorry...resend, I didn't read it.

May 14, 2005

Heeeeelloooo!!!

I guess I did well this week. Got a new job, got better paied, got more adrenalin and went (again!) to a Brazilian bar. It's kind sad say that the Brazilian girls do not put atention on us, but, men, the other girls... my Canadian friend didn't make his mind about wich girl take, and we were trying to help him, so I wait...
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drake:

the comic thing wasn't a contest, really... some of them will get published, but i don't know if mine will yet.

May 6, 2005

With all my self-pitty, I forgot something important that happend recently: I got a new roommate.

He is a Canadian guy, 18, fairly nice but imature and hot-headed. He lived in South Africa for three months and now is planing to go to Mexico, for what he is taking classes of Spanish. Curiously, I'm teaching him more Spanish than he is teaching me English. There...
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saya:

sounds like you had a great weekend!

Apr 25, 2005

Today I felt like update, but I don't have nothing very interesting to say.
I quite my job today, for no better reason than be aware that it wouldn't take anywhere. I'm just making my living, there, and it don't satisfact me.
I've also been very sensitive, this days. I'm feeling lonely, what is bad, and it is all my very own fault, what is...
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wolfmystique:

good pretending just leads to bullshit and horror when dealing with emotional chicks, trust me I know.

Just keep up the random sex and have fun and be safe

Apr 13, 2005

drake:

i know how you feel. just wait until you meet someone good enough.

Apr 14, 2005

So, that's it. I didn't make into the study. I got there at 10:30am, and the first guy got there at 4:00am! But, in the end, it didn't matter: no one of the "stand-by"'s made into the study. Every single mother****** shown up, and all of us were desmissed. Bye-bye, $4600!

This simple thing screwd up with all my expectatives. About rent a gallery, about...
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saya:

aww, sorry to hear that.

But I'm feeling better now, thank you!

You definitely have a thing for Asians, eh

And no there's nothing wrong with it, you like what you like.

Feel better. XO

Apr 12, 2005

So, finally she said the words.

I took fucking two weeks, an e-mail from me plus 20 minutes of chatting in the messenger for my girlfriend admited that she is unsure about or relationship, then more other 20 minutes for she says that she wants to break-up. Just because we're more then 10k miles away and her ex-boyfriend is nocking the door every other day?...
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wolfmystique:

arggg medical studies scare me. Your really doing one for that long? farewell we'll miss yoou.

Apr 6, 2005

If it wasn't by the rain, I would have more pleasure walking up and down through the Queen St. today. But... whatever. Most part of life's interest comes exactly from its imperfections. Simetry gives beautiness, imperfetion gives personality.

Today, my main concern was how to make up for the mess that I did yesterday. I try so hard to be a nice person, but then...
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saya:

good luck finding a motorcyycle.... and thank yoU!

Apr 3, 2005

I think that everybody already got a situation like this: you're chating with friend, or to some specific friend, and this person say something, without the slightest wickedness, that hit you like a burning-red dagger in the center of your eye. And you feel compeled to reply something, you need desesperadly make it understand your point... what?!? Am I the only one????

Ok, I'll take...
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fisticuffs:

my comment before was mostly about how people carry themselves as they are. it's about being confidence, not being tall.

and what i said was just ONE view, and it's my personal preference. i'm sure there are girls who like the short guys too.

so suck it up.

Apr 1, 2005

hollywoodrocks:

ahhh almost the same favorites.

Apr 1, 2005

Since my brain is not that active by itself, sometimes I need that somebody that matters to me to say something to make me think - what, by the way, shows how much genetic material my parents wasted making my brain.

How much matters to you the age, social position, height/weight, color/ethenicity/racial background of your partner/lover/love, and what people think of you when you're together?...
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fisticuffs:

How much matters to you the age, social position, height/weight, color/ethenicity/racial background of your partner/lover/love, and what people think of you when you're together? I mean, not the drive-through, fast-food answers, but what you REALLY feel and think about this?

Age: I prefer older, just because I find guys that are younger or my age are way to fucking immature for me. Take asreal, for example, he's four years older than me. I do agree with them needing to keep up with me.

Social Position: Hmmm... you know, I don't think it has to do with a job so much, but rather, their education level. I even wouldn't mind if I worked and my husband would be a stay at home dad. I don't think it is fair for a girl to sacrifice a good job or good schooling because she wants to be "less" than the guy.

And believe me, my sister is like this... she's postponing her graduation because she wants her bf to graduate first from University. It's a big status thing.... I think it's stupid.

Height/Weight: It really depends how the guy handles it. Height and weight don't really matter to me, but if he's going to be short and have small man syndrome (trying to be tougher or an asshole to make him a 'bigger man') or he's always self conscious about his weight, then I don't like it. The shortest guy I have dated is 5'7"... and he was an ass.

The tallest I have dated is 6'2", which is a foot taller than me. Kinda makes kissing funny.

But it is good when someone takes care of themselves. It's a good turn-on when someone looks good because they eat healthy and work out too. It's awesome to have an ACTIVE boy

BUT then again, if it is too extreme (which Mr. Shortman was) -- then it is HORRIBLE. Going to the gym 4-5 days a week, eating protein bars and shaving arm and chest hair to look bigger...

Ethnicity: It really really doesn't matter to me. I've never dated an asian. I've dated all sorts of backgrounds of white guys though- German, Russian, Swiss, Ukranian, and Irish/Scottish. I've had crushes on basically every race-- even asian, believe it or not.

I think it mostly depends on how family reacts to it. At first, one of my bf's dads didnt like me because I wasn't white. But whatever. He got to know me and then he REALLY liked me.

What I don't like is when people just like someone BECAUSE of their race. So watch it Mr. Logan. Or you'll get in trouble.

One time this guy wanted to date me because I was asian... he thought I would be the typical asian girl, and BOY was he WRONG. He's such an asshole. I swear if I EVER see him again, I will kick his ass. HARD.

What do people think when asreal and I are together? His friends think we're cute, My friends say that he's a good match for me, and when we are out and about just walking around, no one doesnt say anything. I think interracial dating is common in Calgary.

Just wait til we go out to the Maritimes.. where there are NO asians... hahahah it will be interesting.

Actually, when I went to BC last summer with a previous bf, I did notice some weird looks because the only asians out there were Exchange Students.. oh well.

Hope that answers all your questions. WHEW.

[Edited on Apr 01, 2005 9:59AM]