localdirt

what up kids?

does anyone read this i wonder?

eh ... i do ... and thats all that counts.

today was icky. rained all day. is still raining. i wanted to go outside and do stuff ... mow my yard ... wash the dog ... wash the truck ... you know ... stupid crap ... instead i just sat inside and felt fat and worthless. i hate rain. to make it all worse ... i had to go to work tonight ... and wouldnt you know it ... i work outside.

i complain to much.

theres a saltwater film on the jar of your ashes
i threw them to sea
but a ghust blew them backwards
and the sting in my eyes
which you then inflicted
was par for the course just as when you were living
its no stretch to say you were not quite a father
but the donor of seeds to a poor single mother
that would raise us alone
we never saw the money
that went down your throat through the whole in your belly

k.
out.