loafie

I lay in bed alone at night and wonder why I'm here.
I do so much for everyone
Why don't they show they care?
I met this girl who said she loved me
something I haven't heard in so long.
She used me for my money
what a ride she took me on.
Turns out it's a lie just like the smile I put on...
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Hold me close and don't let go;
I'm so scared to be alone.
I've been by myself for too long,
And always had to be strong.
Now I only want to rest;
And lay my head on your chest.
Hold me close and don't let go;
These wars I fight no one knows.
Now whisper how you love me,
Say it tender and softly.
I...
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And I keep on trying,
Smile above the frown,
I'm trying so hard to change,
But they constantly bring me down.

The hurt lies so intense,
The pain won't go away,
I feel like I can't breathe,
As I walk through the days.

I feel so far from good,
Numbness takes over me,
I'm counting down the minutes,
And I don't know where I want...
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Ok this is going to be short and sweet cause I am updating this via my phone. I got home on Sunday night and found that my house had been broken into! They stole my laptop, an afagan, a bottle of jegger, a doughtnut and some hair products ( my roommates). What makes it even worse is that we are 98% sure we know who...
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Ok now for something a little more upbeat. I went and took my state EMT written test and i passed! Some of the questions were really messed up. I think one of them was "If you had a 28yo female that is 8 months pregnant and she was on fire, fell off a roof into a puddle,was drowning and her contractions are ten min apart,...
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Well EMT class is done and over with gust gotta go to the state and pass there test. I used to have class every Monday, Thursday, and Sunday. Now that it's over i am finding myself bored on those nights/days. I actually going to class.
All things considering Xmas wasn't all that awful,I am more looking forward to the new year. Like a friend said...
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