lloydtony

You know what man. I'm just going to stop tripppin like i really give a fuck.
I act like i do, but what's the reality of me....

I never really have before!..have i yaw'll?...haha..
real muthafuckin talk bitch

I mean i began to. And i really was beginning to get used to giving a fuck. But now, i guess, i have what i wanted. And that was to not have to give a fuck.

I guess i just trip because part of me still WANTS to give a fuck.

When the other part could just completely does not give a muthafuckin fuck!...

This is just how life rolls though man. You go through shit sometimes.
and you learn for the future

I don't regret anything, thankfully. Nothing.

However, i'm really learning to go with my gut.
And when it fucking tells me not to do something impulsive.

Next time i'm sure as fuck goign to listen to it.
Because in the end, that shit didn't lead me wrong. But i fought against it, just as i do everything else.

Sad that i saw it all happen before it even fuckin happen!...

BUT I SAID FUCK IT...i'm doing the right thing.

I'm HELPING OUT...
and i am doing a favor.
Making things easier for others.

That won't be the last time i reach out though. Becaus it's my nature. I am a giver and not a taker.

Just fucked up that i feel that i've been takin...

But like i said. I knew better. I just was defiant.

Wanted to make someone else happy over making my ownself happy.

It's like that shit really was a dream.

Because it is gone nearly as quickly as it began...

Now you know better Tony.

If you truly want to be treated like a king......

Make sure that she is truly ready to be treated like a queeen...

Through thick and thin...

and if you don't mean it. Don't swear on it!

Theres no sense in living a lie!...

So cheers my nigga.....

*To a better life, now and forever*

And remember...

Anyone can find love...
But it truly takes a strong heart to keep it!!!

and i am fucking strong like muthaafuckkinn bulll bitch!