Hello Everyone!!!!
Well i am very happy to be back. i have had serious computer issues and had to replace my old one. had to put the new one on a credit card eeekkkk!!! nice thing is new computer has a built in cam so i have already gotting myself in call kinds of trouble on the net. Peti (my hubby) went to Hungary for...
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Well i am very happy to be back. i have had serious computer issues and had to replace my old one. had to put the new one on a credit card eeekkkk!!! nice thing is new computer has a built in cam so i have already gotting myself in call kinds of trouble on the net. Peti (my hubby) went to Hungary for...
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hello lovely ladies and gents, 
i do apologize for having been awayfor such a long while. stresses of every day life, family and friend and such have drained me from the desire to write. But i bring myself back gain hopefully in full force. i love the new format of Suiocide Girls. it feels very romantic.
how are you wonderful people?? how are your Summers...
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i do apologize for having been awayfor such a long while. stresses of every day life, family and friend and such have drained me from the desire to write. But i bring myself back gain hopefully in full force. i love the new format of Suiocide Girls. it feels very romantic.
how are you wonderful people?? how are your Summers...
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kaleidoscopic:
hey miss loca...how are you?
is it a good silence or a bad one?
missing you hugs
hope all is well
is it a good silence or a bad one?
missing you hugs
hope all is well
kaleidoscopic:
hope you are doing well and enjoying the holidays!
i know this is the SG equivalent of a mass xmas card letter
but at least it has hot chicks to go with its sentiment!
sorry for the cookie cutterness but i'll get back for real later...like when my mom isn't here and it's not xmas...
hope you unwrap sweet delights this holdiay season...
i know this is the SG equivalent of a mass xmas card letter
but at least it has hot chicks to go with its sentiment!
sorry for the cookie cutterness but i'll get back for real later...like when my mom isn't here and it's not xmas...
hope you unwrap sweet delights this holdiay season...
and start the new year off with a playful, colorful bang...
or at least a pop...
but whatever you do don't shoot your eye out! 
happy holidays and lots of love!
hello every one
i am so sorry i have been off line for several weeks. my computer has been in the shop and i am using a loaner from my step dad.
i am so happy to be back on line 
well my fiance and i had a bad fight today. i was hinting that we should try to start going to the gym. he...
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i am so sorry i have been off line for several weeks. my computer has been in the shop and i am using a loaner from my step dad.
i am so happy to be back on line
well my fiance and i had a bad fight today. i was hinting that we should try to start going to the gym. he...
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hellomrworld:
wicked cool song .. its like a poem ... how is the lithium treating you ...
kaleidoscopic:
sigh...i hate the med gain...soooo much
thanks for being so sweet!!! it's fun talking to on im. we should totally hang out.
it's nice to finally see you too!
i love love love the song!!!! i totally feel you on it too...i used to be a stick ballerina...and now the meds and depression are occassionally balanced out with eating disorder but mainly i'm a binger without the purging. sigh.
and lithium is a beast. i get worried when i do work out because i dehydrate and then the level is off. and if i drink too much water then the level is off too. it's like you can't win and yet you kinda need it. sigh.
hope to hear from you again on im! i'll try to be on more often. but yeah, let's hang out. i've got lots of free nights now...
good luch with the fiance. hope whatever happens it's good for you kiss:
thanks for being so sweet!!! it's fun talking to on im. we should totally hang out.
it's nice to finally see you too!
i love love love the song!!!! i totally feel you on it too...i used to be a stick ballerina...and now the meds and depression are occassionally balanced out with eating disorder but mainly i'm a binger without the purging. sigh.
and lithium is a beast. i get worried when i do work out because i dehydrate and then the level is off. and if i drink too much water then the level is off too. it's like you can't win and yet you kinda need it. sigh.
hope to hear from you again on im! i'll try to be on more often. but yeah, let's hang out. i've got lots of free nights now...
good luch with the fiance. hope whatever happens it's good for you
kiss: 
well i finally got some pictures on line. i know it took forever. i ordered my digital camera in secret but when it came on the weekend when my hubby was home i wound up confessing to him. i waited until he had had one really big margarita and he was cool with the new camera. little does he know i take pictures of my... Read More
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sunshine:
Glad to see the pic. so much better 
very pretty smile
xoxo
sunshine
very pretty smile
xoxo
sunshine
punknitemike:
just dropping by to say hello! you should come hang out sometime with us fellow SG peeps! some of us will be in town this sunday for rollerderby @ battelle hall! or, maybe the Hell City Tattoo Fest next month?
you speak spanish? my mom is from peru, south america so i can speak a lil bit!
you speak spanish? my mom is from peru, south america so i can speak a lil bit!
hi everyone here is a survey from a good friend
7 things...
1. Seven things to do before I die:
- have a romantic relationship with a woman (although i know it won't happen cause i am 7 yrs common law married)
- get off ssi and start working again
- see my half sister again
- get off lithium
- go back to Hawaii...
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7 things...
1. Seven things to do before I die:
- have a romantic relationship with a woman (although i know it won't happen cause i am 7 yrs common law married)
- get off ssi and start working again
- see my half sister again
- get off lithium
- go back to Hawaii...
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masterzero67:
i love the new photos you have up!!! you are very beautiful !!!!!!!!!!!!
sunshine:
Hey! Its great to finally see you what you look like pretty girl!!
xoxo
Sunshine
xoxo
Sunshine
welll i tried to put a quiz from quizzilla on here but it did not work. oh i am sick i have a cold. i think i picked it up at the drs office. arrghh
i will update more later.
take gentle bunny care,
lizzie
i will update more later.
take gentle bunny care,
lizzie
oh my i have not been here in a bit. blame it on pete (fiance) was on puter all weekend and monday (he was off of work) looking for used cars on line. he said we will get a second computer but i'll believe it when i see it. 
my day started with a fun trip to my docs for blood work after a 14...
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my day started with a fun trip to my docs for blood work after a 14...
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kaleidoscopic:
hey honey bunny...sorry so late i've been caught up as you know.
thanks for the sweetness bunny pie
sorry to hear about doc visits and bad friends...hope you are feeling better now!
tee hee...js are nice good for what ails you!
the short skirt thing was super fun.
omg you are the bonus points queen!!!! i loves ya for it!!!
i feel your pain. everyone knew i was in and out of the hospital. i almost successfully killed myself at school once. so yeah. it was hard to keep a secret. but i was such a nice basketcase that even the meanies weren't too mean about it.
wow that is so cool you were encouraging the youngins with math and science. i was encouraging the youngins to dance and sing on stage, but that's no hard sell.
yes i too was sooooo boring. but i ended up at the top of the class and got into college no sweat. but yeah. wish i had been more rebellious.
i sucked at throwing pots but i took ceramics and loved it even though i lacked the real talent. my ideas were always way creative though.
you take gentle bunny care yourself!
persephoenix
thanks for the sweetness bunny pie
sorry to hear about doc visits and bad friends...hope you are feeling better now!
tee hee...js are nice
good for what ails you!
the short skirt thing was super fun.
omg you are the bonus points queen!!!!
i loves ya for it!!!
i feel your pain. everyone knew i was in and out of the hospital. i almost successfully killed myself at school once. so yeah. it was hard to keep a secret. but i was such a nice basketcase that even the meanies weren't too mean about it.
wow that is so cool you were encouraging the youngins with math and science. i was encouraging the youngins to dance and sing on stage, but that's no hard sell.
yes i too was sooooo boring. but i ended up at the top of the class and got into college no sweat. but yeah. wish i had been more rebellious.
i sucked at throwing pots but i took ceramics and loved it even though i lacked the real talent. my ideas were always way creative though.
you take gentle bunny care yourself!
persephoenix
lizzieloca:
thank you for your wonderful and sweet comment Persephoenix
Monday Monday can trust that day.......
Mamas and the Papa's wrote that song. Monday is always a dreary day. i usually have a good time with him over the weekend and then have to go back to being by myself during the day.
a good thing is i get to catch up on SG. i was noticing that alot of SG ppl have a myspace...
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Mamas and the Papa's wrote that song. Monday is always a dreary day. i usually have a good time with him over the weekend and then have to go back to being by myself during the day.
a good thing is i get to catch up on SG. i was noticing that alot of SG ppl have a myspace...
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sunshine:
1. he wouldn't get you wine?!!
2. he wouldn't want you to have a camera?!!!?
sounds like a great guy.....
i don't know...i see some red flags here!
xoxo
sunshine
2. he wouldn't want you to have a camera?!!!?
sounds like a great guy.....
i don't know...i see some red flags here!
xoxo
sunshine
kaleidoscopic:
thanks. i like the name too. i'm glad peeps like it but really i'd keep it whether they did or didn't.
hope you had a nice v-day!
my night was great...we went out to "our place" which of all things is long john silvers. we were too adorable for words, all dressed up eating a fine fish platter in an empty ljs. just the way i like it.
big big big hugs!
hope you had a nice v-day!
my night was great...we went out to "our place" which of all things is long john silvers. we were too adorable for words, all dressed up eating a fine fish platter in an empty ljs. just the way i like it.
big big big hugs!
hello all my beautiful friends,
well i am feeling kinda down. my fiance/common law hubby pete refused to get me any wine until i gave him a blow job. well that makes me feel like a prostitute. i mean i want the wine and want to want to make him happy but not give him the bj for the wine. what a crappy situation. well...
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well i am feeling kinda down. my fiance/common law hubby pete refused to get me any wine until i gave him a blow job. well that makes me feel like a prostitute. i mean i want the wine and want to want to make him happy but not give him the bj for the wine. what a crappy situation. well...
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masterzero67:
tell him to go suck his own dick !!!!!!!!!!!
francesca:
I hate when guys request that! I'll do it if I feel like it...otherwise, no thanks!
thanks to my friend persephone_rising i have this 5 Things Survey:
5 Weird Habits:
1. I get up every morning at 3:30am to have a glass of juice.
2. I sleep in my clothes lots of times. That comes from being abused and wanting to make it harder for abuser.
3. I still sleep with stuffed animals.
4. I will drink flat beer.
5. Like...
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5 Weird Habits:
1. I get up every morning at 3:30am to have a glass of juice.
2. I sleep in my clothes lots of times. That comes from being abused and wanting to make it harder for abuser.
3. I still sleep with stuffed animals.
4. I will drink flat beer.
5. Like...
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fatality:
Welcome to the Halo!
sunshine:
Thank you for saving my journal from being horribly boring.....I can't wait to go have somehting to write! Thanks sweetie!
xoxo
Sunshine
xoxo
Sunshine
I am in Cbus again (going to school again) so maybe we could meet up and hang or something if you come to an event or want to grab coffee or something.
Hugs hugs!