So it has been awhile since I was last on SG. I have been extremely busy and been going through a lot of personal things that have kept me feeling good.
It seems like there is so much that has been on my mind lately. Have you ever felt like nothing is going well, that everything in your life is just making you so miserable. Well that is how I seem to feel. I am not happy with where I am living. I hate my job and it seems that I just can't get out of this rut. I mean I have completely cut everyone out of my life and stopped seeing anyone because I don't want to bring out this mood. Not to mention I have grown to have massive panic attacks constantly.....and when I say constantly, I mean like two to three a week....NOT FUN!!
*sigh* I just want things to change and they just aren't changing fast enough for me.
![frown](https://dz3ixmv6nok8z.cloudfront.net/static/img/emoticons/frown.cec081026989.gif)
It seems like there is so much that has been on my mind lately. Have you ever felt like nothing is going well, that everything in your life is just making you so miserable. Well that is how I seem to feel. I am not happy with where I am living. I hate my job and it seems that I just can't get out of this rut. I mean I have completely cut everyone out of my life and stopped seeing anyone because I don't want to bring out this mood. Not to mention I have grown to have massive panic attacks constantly.....and when I say constantly, I mean like two to three a week....NOT FUN!!
![frown](https://dz3ixmv6nok8z.cloudfront.net/static/img/emoticons/frown.cec081026989.gif)
*sigh* I just want things to change and they just aren't changing fast enough for me.
Hope this makes you feel better:
You're arm looks great BTW.
i miss running into you at the Rooster