liziefer

- I hate my internet + how slow it is. It makes me want to stab my eyes out. Literally.
- I hate having to pay parking tickets. Especially through my slow internet
- I hate feeling second best, + as though I am missing or lacking something. I hate feeling as though I am missing out as well.
- I hate that my card...
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+ I'm screaming at the walls but they care not, I'm shouting your name in the dark, but you're as deaf as I am blind. The monsoon's taken over the noise in my head, the hurricane's in my lungs, the tidal wave is in my stomach, the lightning is in my heart. + none of it makes me feel good. The tide has turned, +...
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My moon, like the temples above, you are stellar. One word + my heart explodes on the inside. One touch + my stomach melts on the inside. One whisper + my skin shivers like a river. The mountains raise + raise + raise, then crash back down. The ripples of my ribs are smooth beneath your hand. Speak slow, I am dumb around you, mesmerised...
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With your hand on the plain of my body, you spoke of your past, + I imagined fast forward to our future. You said how much we had in common, + I thought if only you knew, if only I opened up, blossoming like prairie flowers of honesty. A sea of calm flowed inside me as you kissed the mountain ranges of my hips. I'd...
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This sickness called hope is too much to bear, the load is weightless yet overbearing, I'm crumbling like old forgotten buildings, crashing down on the inside. A hollow shell, a cracked facade of a once magnificent home. Age is taking its toll, hairline fractures are appearing + destroying the surface. This sickness called hope is too much to bear, the buildings crumblings with the barest...
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+ so, I once again find myself, late at night, refreshing. Refreshing. Refreshing. Staring at a blank page, with a blank stare + a blank heart. Refresh. Refresh. Refresh. Yet nothing has changed + I feel far from refreshed. The night air is dank, stark, stilted, drowning. I feel as deflated as an airless balloon, just as grounded + flat. The moments after are given...
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The walls expand + constrict, expand + constrict. The blood splatters the ribs, the lungs, everything inside. The cold is replaced with warm sticky red, + the pulse that beat before is oozing down on the inside. You make my heart explode, in the best possible ways.

My body clicks, + I've come to the conclusion that that's the reason I like handclaps in songs;...
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Oh darling, the sounds are deafening, can't you hear them too? I'm screaming at the phone + you can't hear, your deaf + I'm lost. The dark is too dark, I've lost my torch + I no longer care for your words. The hole's getting bigger each time, my methods don't get me out as quick, my pick axe is blunt, I can't claw my...
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Recently, my moods are up + down faster + more times than a prostitute's knickers.
In the meantime though, I'm getting a little obsessed with Lego. Yeah, those building blocks + the people with little yellow heads. That Flickr is a bad place, I tell you. I'm officially obsessed. I really want to go to LegoLand sometime, but I think people might think it's weird....
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I'm at the top of the world, with lungs exploding from lack of oxygen. I'm gaining altitude, getting colder, freezing as the seconds go by.

I totally ballsed things up with Boy A. The one I saw lots, + really liked. Because I pulled Boy C [Boy B isn't important anymore], + then messed my own head up, or something. Now, I'm stuck with an...
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