liz_marie1222

So I no longer have my tonsils. My throat hurts like a bitch, I can't talk, and the medicine they gave me to totally "knock me out" (in their words) isn't even making me sleepy and does nothing for my pain. AHHHHHHH! Somebody help me! I want to bawl.

All I want to do is sleep the pain away, but it is so fucking unbearable that I can't even get a wink of sleep. I guess I wouldn't be so fucking upset if the fucking medicine that they promised me would conk me out for three days straight, was even making me a bit drowsy, but it's not. I have so much energy I want to run jumping up and down. HOwever I feel to fucking shitty for that too.

Today is not a good day kids..

BTW: Lithium Picnic has not gotten back to me at all. I understand he is a very busy man, but I pretty much take this as a rejection for my request to shoot me in Minneapolis. (Damn at this point I wish someone would shoot me). I was hoping he would get back to me either way, and I am still holding a little bit of hope that he will. LP, I know you are busy, and if I don't get to see you in Sept. I hope all the girls you do work with have an awesome time!


****ONE more thing. MY ROOMIE IS FUCKING LEAVING! Tell you more about it when I don't want to beat the shit out of something.