liz_marie1222

Soooo....At work this morning..had a fucking hell of a time getting up and going...grrr! I have fucking nothing to do at all...and I just found out that there is training going on for tomorrow which I have to fill in for the receptionists for and they are learning to take over my job!!!! What the fuck will I do when they are doing MY JOB! They happened to tell me, heaven forbid someone actually lets me know what is going on around here. Fuck this place!

Hung out w/one of my roomies for half the night last night. It was nice to talk to her a bit. Then went to watch a movie w/Eric, we were clinging to each other something fierce which surprises me b/c there were other women there..and if you know Eric, you know he doesn't do that with me unless it's only men around. Then when I just wanted to go to sleep I decided to have sex anyway b/c I've been deprived lately and I really wasn't into it at the time, I just wanted to sleep. Then went home to sleep by myself b/c he was annoying me. Well I guess at least I found out he can't cheer me up all the time.

Repetitive, repetitive, repetitive....the world blurs by me as though I were a snowman stuck in a snow globe: I can see the outside world, but I am involuntarily confined inside the walls of my ever familiar globe.

My parents bought me a bed!!! Remember when I was bitching a couple days ago about my back from the futon? Well my parents are bringing me a nice bed this weekend. I'm so fucking excited. I just need to stand my ground when it comes to Eric from now on. I need to tell him that he needs to come and sleepy in my bed if he actually wants to sleepy w/me. b/c my parents did not get me a bed so I could sleep in Eric's shitty waterbed all the time.

Well that's all this dumb whore has to say for today...Have a wonderful Thursday, I know I will be bored out of my skull for 8 hours while trying to stay awake at my computer...