liz_marie1222

FUCK! Why me??? So last night someone BROKE INTO JASON'S CAR and stole all of our cd's and stereo equipment. Since my car was brought to the crusher we had transfered all of my stuff into his car. I had two subwoofers, a fucking nice amp, box, nice cd player, tons of cds. Jason had the same, except his cd player was nicer. WHAT THE FUCK! Why does the universe hate me? About $2-3,000 worth of stuff.

I feel sick. I am sick of life. I am sick of everything being evil, dirty and unfair. I know this isn't that big of a deal, but among all of the shit that has been happening to me lately, this just pushes me over the edge. Neither of our insurances cover what was in the car...so ugh! The cop said he thought it was a professional person..wtvr. People suck, I'm ashamed to be one of them.

So now I'm here at work. Yay! No not really, I want to be home, talking to the cops, trying to sort shit out.

You know, am I just a drama queen? Because I really do feel like screaming right now.

Let's list the things bothering me right now and maybe it'll put things into perspective and I will see it's not really all that much.

My car is totaled

I owe some bitch $2,000 for a piece of jewelry

I have a misdemeanor on my record I don't think I deserve.

I owe $150 for the bogus ticket.

I just was robbed about $1,000 down the toilet.

I am having many boy problems.

I have a cold.

I am stressed so I eat all the time and my clothes don't fit.

I don't really like my job.

I'm sick of going no where in life.

I don't make enough money to live off of.

I missed my period and now I am getting fat...(grr scary thought)

My fucking depression is coming back full swing...

My favorite cds in the whole world are gone, so the only thing able to cheer me up is gone.

I have no fucking friends to help me through my dramaness.

My baby kitties are sick so my vet bill is up to $350.

My baby kitties are sick so I have to bathe them in sulfur and my whole apartment smells like a poop pond.

I got a cut off notice for my electricity and water today and I can't pay it.

I got a cut off notice from my cell phone.



I want some fucking weed, I need a break, but I can't afford it. Ohwell..sorry about the pessimissm here. It's just been a bad day. I know I'm annoying...sorry.

I hope your day is going well. I feel like Donkey in Shrek when he plops down on his butt and says "I need a hug"

*Liz*