liz_marie1222

Guess where I am? At work again. Hmm...Not much going on around here. I got a new tattoo yesterday...Not gonna tell you what it is tho..just have to wait till I get enough ambition to take pictures .



So I am officially back with Jason. I don't know what I want anymore, that part of my brain is closed due to construction. I guess instead of making my life difficult I will just go with what I feel that I want on the surface and what is the easiest.

I've been having hella stomach problems lately. GRRR everything I eat makes me sick and makes my stomach hurt so severely I just want to curl into a ball and cry.

I haven't gotten a tattoo in three years and I was so nervous for it last night. But once he started I was like "ooohhhh now I remember, this is so nummy!" Seriously, I am a freak who has some sort of erotic connection with the feeling of getting a tattoo.

My baby kittahs are growing great..hee hee..I'll put pics up of them when I get home from work today. Wow this sounds like a letter to my mom, "they babies are doing fine..."

So on a not for my mom note, I don't ever want sex anymore, but I want to whack it whenever possible..hmm explain that to me? Maybe has something to do w/jason and the weird situation I have myself in?

Grr, I feel so ugly, nasty, fat, lazy, lethargic, smelly, greasy, stupid, etc. lately....what's wrong with me? Think maybe it has something to do with the fact that I quit my depression meds about 2 weeks ago cold turkey? I really don't think so, but I'm sure some peeps would attribute it to that.

New South Park tonight!! Yeah, shutup, I know I'm lame.

Check out my pics to see my baby kitties!!!!!!!!!!