So I officially asked my boy Jason out again tonight. We have been broken up for about a week b/c he dumped me b/c I made a mistake at a party and had sex with someone totally drunk and then I went to their house to party a few nights.
He said no b/c he can't forgive me. Nevermind the time he fucked a girl on our bed while I was in the other room and then gave me her clamydia. Or all the lies he used to tell me and I would call him on it and he would lie again to my face.
So, now I don't know what to do. We fucking live together. I have been with him for five years. Never had another boyfriend, never dated. I feel like dying. I honestly do. The only friend I have I feel like she is on his side....ugh. I'm lost. Where the fuck do I live? I have no money. We have two cats together, what the hell do I do with them? How do I let go of someone after five flippin years? I really wanna die.
He said no b/c he can't forgive me. Nevermind the time he fucked a girl on our bed while I was in the other room and then gave me her clamydia. Or all the lies he used to tell me and I would call him on it and he would lie again to my face.
So, now I don't know what to do. We fucking live together. I have been with him for five years. Never had another boyfriend, never dated. I feel like dying. I honestly do. The only friend I have I feel like she is on his side....ugh. I'm lost. Where the fuck do I live? I have no money. We have two cats together, what the hell do I do with them? How do I let go of someone after five flippin years? I really wanna die.
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Have not really been here much in a long time. Hope you are well.
Planning a trip to go snowbaording in colorado and Utah, No snow in Pacific NW!!!!!!!!
Check out my new biodiesel/ Burningman project truck i just bought up in Canada, it is one of my pics.
I am always looking to have fun and do little photo shoots with peeps now that I am getting used to the switch from analog to digital SLR. Let me know if you know any folks looking for shots. Especially band and fashion shots. Might even be fun to do a few joint projects. I am talking to some of my make-up and stylist friends about help when i need it..