Friday Sep 24, 2004

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Someday...I'm going to be wanted smile



So my parents are bringing my bike up this weekend....I excited....

Nothing new is happening w/me...same old stuff...I hate the management at my job, they are a bunch of college kids that don't know how to run a business...so they are fucking us all over...grrr.

You know most people have a bunch of things that they enjoy doing, or at least one. So since they enjoy doing that activity they decide they will make a career out of it (or something like that). Well my problem is the exact opposite....I enjoy nothing. There is nothing I enjoy, at all. So I am unable to choose and occupation or a course of action for the rest of my life because there are no (and I'm flipping serious) enjoyments for me. This is seriously pissing me off! I mean I am really really really really really pissed about this! Why am I such a weird creature that there is nothing in this world that I delight in doing and thus would like to do for the rest of my life....or at least for a couple of years whatever hmmm..thinking real hard....I am just lost... mad
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royaljack:
Well, here's my philosophy. You can't make your job a passion. Because at that point you're basically a workaholic. And that is a pain for you and everyone. Also, if you loose a job, it tends to be a personal attack on you if that job is a career.

My attitude is find a job or career that you can deal with. Not love. But deal with. Establish yourself in there. And then be happy. Hate the work? Spend time outside of other work doing other things.

In the end I'd personally make a tad more money and do something I am not excited about than otherwiise. At least with the extra money I can enjoy my free time more and be happy then.
desert_monkey:
How do you know that I don't want ya? Huh? Look at your list of what makes ya happy, and go from there. I love bikes, too! I used to work as a mechanic. Wasn't workin on the bikes that I enjoyed about the job. It was being around all the other folks that dug bikes that made it cool! You seem to be very sexual......you say you love taking it from behind in the shower?......maybe you're a porn star in hiding? How bad can it be to get paid for having sex? Just a thought. Write me back, I'd love to talk with ya more! I view things differently. Let me inside your mind, and just maybe I can help find ya.

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