So yeah, my tits don't look anything like they do in my profile pic. Amazing the things having a baby change. haha.
I feel fucking old lately. I feel like my youth is gone already and yet I have so much more of my life to live. Why are things like that? Before 18 you aren't old enough to have any fun. Then there is a window of "youth" from like 18 to 25 (depending on how your life goes). After that it's all fucking down hill. Your body goes to shit and you spend time thinking of the "fun times" you had. Meh.
I feel fucking old lately. I feel like my youth is gone already and yet I have so much more of my life to live. Why are things like that? Before 18 you aren't old enough to have any fun. Then there is a window of "youth" from like 18 to 25 (depending on how your life goes). After that it's all fucking down hill. Your body goes to shit and you spend time thinking of the "fun times" you had. Meh.
gabster:
hi i am typing with one hand cause my wrist funkin hurts so i don't care if words are not being typed right. so after sliting my wrist and was very luky i missed any important vains i have been thinking about life and everything. and god damn it skin is way to easy to cut. i miss you. i am goin to continue this tomorow i need sleep.
gabster:
ok i am going to continue with my rant, yeah life its crazy. i remember when i would have welcomed a slit wrist and happily watch it bleed. its so weird when i slit my wrist all i could think of was i cant die i got to much shit to do. i have only lived a quarter of my life ( i plan on dieing when i am 100 so i can see flying cars). i also have been thinking god ( or what ever higher being you believe or don't believe in insert here) we could die tomorrow if this is the case then i never want to be sad again. If my job is making me sad and it dose not get better i can always get a new one there is no point in suffering. or any thing else make me sad i am going to try my best to change it. and well when i was in that emergency room i kept thinking of you. i am going to try so much harder to stay in contact with you i do understand u are busy so i understand if you don't respond but i am going to try saying hi as much as i can to you and i am busy too so if i don't say hi as much as i like just remember i am thinking of you often. any ways each day i get weirder with my near death experience. i like talking to you one here. i feel like u have to sugar coat everything on facebook because 500 people you know could read it. well sweety, sleep well their are fairy's above your head.