lixir

So, today I was feeling quite tired; mentally and physically. Why?
Honestly, since I've moved to the city, I feel like this cocophony of overpopluation is effecting me much more than I thought it would.
I flurish in nature.
I love trees.
Wild flowers, little animals, butterflies,
...did I mention trees?
As an eclectic wiccan, nature keeps me sain, without it, I'm not myself.
So, I decided to do some yoga and cleanse my chakras with some matras.
Goodness, I love my spirit, and the contiousness pool around me.
I love how it's so easy to change, jus by sitting and being in the moment.
I'm so greatful for how the universe works, and I'm really happy I understand it enough to make it work for me.
I think this is a big problem with some people...
They do things they don't want to do, resist their heart's desires because it's not socailly acceptable...
It's sad, really.
People seem to be so unwavering towards things they don't like; thier jobs, their friends, even their partners.
I don't think life is about money, or doing things that make you unhappy.
Why do you do them?
Because you have to?
I'm not making you.
Whose focing you?
Stop resisting, stop hating.
You can live, and love the things you do.
An unhappy life is a waste of time, and if you think you'll be happy in the future, get overr yourself.
If you're not happy IN THIS MOMENT...
what makes you think you'll ever be?
When you graduate?
When you have a new car?
When you move?
These are external things, you expect to change you, internally.
That's not how it works.
I'm just happy I figured that out early on, so I will always have the ability to be free and happy.