lixir

Dear Zelda~
Today my first set is going to air, and I'm nervited...
Nervited (ajv.) Being emotionally excited and nervous simultaneously.
I wonder how it will do...it was really cold that day, haha.
I must say, my sets seem to have gotten better and better, so this first one is...i guess you could say...
it's the, um, crappiest...?
I don't know how to put it so I'm not dissing myself
Anyway, it's a shame I cant be here to sit in front of the screen and see what everyone thinks. I've been waiting for these sets to finish pending for a while now. When I first submitted the set, I never wold have thought I'd be where I am now...

But getting back to the set...
Yes, well...I hope people like it, but realistically, I know it's not the best. But I was having a conversation with a friend the other night about beauty, and what it really means...

I think all women are beautiful, and I think each and every one deserves to be told so on a regular basis.
I think it's disgusting how society depicts a "beautiful woman," frankly, it's inhumane.
Women are born with a body to nestle life inside; and that is why people find the female body so beautiful. I mean think about it; her breasts, her curves, the condition of her skin...all these things play into the health and well-being of a child.
As a giver of life, all the natural parts that contribute to that life are beautiful. I think every woman; big, small, fat, skinny, dark, light, anything...they all have at least one thing in common; their bodies are made to hold life.
I think there is something very spiritually beautiful and sacred about that.
And we can't forget inner beauty; which i guess is a cliche phrase, bit it's more important if you asked me.

I know a girl who is drop-dead-gorgeous, awesome taste in music, and has artistic abilities very few could ever compare with....but she's mean. I'm not saying she's a bad person, but she's a down-right meanie. And all the envy I have for her beauty and talent means nothing because she is mean.

I know another girl, who is what you would call an "unconventional beauty," She's a heavier-set girl; the type many people would pass instantly and never do a double-take. But I find her to be one of the most breath-taking women I've ever met. She has come out of struggles that should morph someone into a spiteful person; but her goodness is so strong. I'm getting goosebumps just writing about her.

So what i'm trying to get at, is that all women are equally beautiful the day they are born. But to me, it doesn't matter what they do with that beauty on the outside, because it only lasts a few seconds until someone sees your nature. Audrey Hepburn said something like, "It you wish for beautiful eyes, find beauty in others. If you wish for beautiful lips, speak only words of kindness. And for poise, walk with the knowledge that you are never alone."