*Paid off the Credit Card today!!! Whoot!
*Went to Ani concert last weekend. Loved it. I should have recorded my thoughts on it earlier, before I lost the words.
*Before the concert I met up with a new friend, an old friend, and a friend I haven't seen in nearly four years. I stared directly at her when she walked in the bar and I still didn't recognize her. We sat around trading stories about our lives and others lives: The beauty queen got fat, so did the athlete, the art kid commited suicide, our project girl ran home, one met up with the law, one got pregnant, one made her debut on 'College Girls Gone Wild' and one finally tripped so hard that he declared himself jesus and summarily burnt out. Go Team.
*My dayjob wasn't coming through with the hours I needed, so I picked up a gig as a dresser at a local theatre. After explaining to my manager that I was going to have to take this gig because I wasn't getting the hours I needed he started scheduling me more. Which is really great but also pretty damn exhausting.
* The set designer for this show is pretty great. He bought me a round on my favorite pub's "buy-your-friend-a-drink" board. I can't tell you how awsome that is.
*Ran into my neighbor from way back in the day while I was out with the cast and crew last night. I remembered liking him well enough. We would sit on the porch together talking about music and books and other such mess. He seemed very interested in telling me his longterm girlfriend and he broke it off and very interested in giving me his number. I won't call because I much prefer him as a 'run in' kind of friend. But I have noticed that this kind of exchange has become a pattern for me. Lately, I keep meeting guys who are intersted in me while I continue to have no interest in, well, anyone. I remember when things were completly different, but I'm not so sure this is any better. While I value my ability to find the good and the beauty in just about anyone, I still worry that I'm unable to find anyone around me worth my more amatory affections. I wonder if it is a fault within me.
*My birthday is coming up soon. It's on mothers day, which means I will have to do something kinda big for the madre. I view it as something of an inconvinence. Its not that I don't want to celebrate, it just that I'm too busy at the moment to plan something big for it and I'd like to do something big. In reality, I probably won't do anything for it. Can one postpone thier birthday for a month?
*Saw one of my favorite couples recently. Its diffucult to see them with thier schedule and mine, but somehow we make the time. That kind of effort thrills me so. Plus, I love the way he looks at her.
*Went to Ani concert last weekend. Loved it. I should have recorded my thoughts on it earlier, before I lost the words.
*Before the concert I met up with a new friend, an old friend, and a friend I haven't seen in nearly four years. I stared directly at her when she walked in the bar and I still didn't recognize her. We sat around trading stories about our lives and others lives: The beauty queen got fat, so did the athlete, the art kid commited suicide, our project girl ran home, one met up with the law, one got pregnant, one made her debut on 'College Girls Gone Wild' and one finally tripped so hard that he declared himself jesus and summarily burnt out. Go Team.
*My dayjob wasn't coming through with the hours I needed, so I picked up a gig as a dresser at a local theatre. After explaining to my manager that I was going to have to take this gig because I wasn't getting the hours I needed he started scheduling me more. Which is really great but also pretty damn exhausting.
* The set designer for this show is pretty great. He bought me a round on my favorite pub's "buy-your-friend-a-drink" board. I can't tell you how awsome that is.
*Ran into my neighbor from way back in the day while I was out with the cast and crew last night. I remembered liking him well enough. We would sit on the porch together talking about music and books and other such mess. He seemed very interested in telling me his longterm girlfriend and he broke it off and very interested in giving me his number. I won't call because I much prefer him as a 'run in' kind of friend. But I have noticed that this kind of exchange has become a pattern for me. Lately, I keep meeting guys who are intersted in me while I continue to have no interest in, well, anyone. I remember when things were completly different, but I'm not so sure this is any better. While I value my ability to find the good and the beauty in just about anyone, I still worry that I'm unable to find anyone around me worth my more amatory affections. I wonder if it is a fault within me.
*My birthday is coming up soon. It's on mothers day, which means I will have to do something kinda big for the madre. I view it as something of an inconvinence. Its not that I don't want to celebrate, it just that I'm too busy at the moment to plan something big for it and I'd like to do something big. In reality, I probably won't do anything for it. Can one postpone thier birthday for a month?
*Saw one of my favorite couples recently. Its diffucult to see them with thier schedule and mine, but somehow we make the time. That kind of effort thrills me so. Plus, I love the way he looks at her.
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its YOUR birthday, afterall.
birthday rules.