Lately, I am beginning to lose my ability to see the beauty in people. I dont mean this in some large esoteric sort of way. Rather, I am surrounded by a very real ugliness these days. It is almost as if I can only percieve the distorted and disfigured....Monsterous beastly men and shriveled harpy women, otherwise pretty young girls with blackened teeth or wandering eyes,...
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kyleomen:
Ha, your not the only one. I just focus on myself. Vain and stupid, I know.
yuricake:
you mean like, meth addicts?
Rejection
I can take it.
I can take it.
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_etienne:
shit yea
southernbelle:
It's okay sweetie, it's their loss, promise!!! 
"There's a few things I haven't told you
And before you hear them from someone else
To clear up misconceptions
I'd rather tell you myself
There was a time
I rode a roller coaster
From Coney Island to Key West
I held on with one finger
So the other ten could rest
It may be hard to believe
Hard to comprehend
But baby, you didn't...
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And before you hear them from someone else
To clear up misconceptions
I'd rather tell you myself
There was a time
I rode a roller coaster
From Coney Island to Key West
I held on with one finger
So the other ten could rest
It may be hard to believe
Hard to comprehend
But baby, you didn't...
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pumpkineater:
why is it always that the most beautiful and poignant things have a touch of sadness and fragility?
The weather is mirroring my movements these days.
The heat climbed for days and days and I was out every night, searching out new faces, reviving dormant tangential relationships, and airing out different versions of myself.
Then the rain moved in and I knew it was time to slow down.
Today I drove to work completely distracted by sort of lofty lonesome song I always...
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The heat climbed for days and days and I was out every night, searching out new faces, reviving dormant tangential relationships, and airing out different versions of myself.
Then the rain moved in and I knew it was time to slow down.
Today I drove to work completely distracted by sort of lofty lonesome song I always...
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stillbreathing:
The last one is awesome...
Yeah, I think you'd like me. I mean, come on? I'm a fun guy...
When the rain sets in is always the time you should start to slow down. Never stop, really, but sloooowwww... I've always felt that way...
Yeah, I think you'd like me. I mean, come on? I'm a fun guy...
When the rain sets in is always the time you should start to slow down. Never stop, really, but sloooowwww... I've always felt that way...Tomorrow at one o'clock I will be able to get one beastly-ass monkey off my back.
If things go as planned, the remainder of the week should open up considerably...allowing me to jump on another project: A painting.
For her...
because its her birthday...
because she needs something to hang over her couch...
and because she asked...
The twist?
I'll be useing the piece I...
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If things go as planned, the remainder of the week should open up considerably...allowing me to jump on another project: A painting.
For her...
because its her birthday...
because she needs something to hang over her couch...
and because she asked...
The twist?
I'll be useing the piece I...
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lily:
no, thats a brilliant thought.
southernbelle:
No, that's not a terrible thought!!! I hope you're doing okay....I'll see you soon!!! 
Aw...thanks folks.
So I've been playing too muchand working too little.
Its a trend I dont see reversing itself anytime soon.
Mr. Russell is visiting the g-boro this weekend. (the guy i brought to the sgny open call) He's doing a tour of the hometown to see if its all he remembers it to be. He's acieved some minor success up there but still flirts...
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So I've been playing too muchand working too little.
Its a trend I dont see reversing itself anytime soon.
Mr. Russell is visiting the g-boro this weekend. (the guy i brought to the sgny open call) He's doing a tour of the hometown to see if its all he remembers it to be. He's acieved some minor success up there but still flirts...
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southernbelle:
You need to come see us soon!!!
I love the new place!!!!
I love the new place!!!!
stillbreathing:
Nice pics. Looks very very cozy...
I am Commander K-rock: Builder of laminate furniture, drinker of whiskey in styrofoam cups, and bringer of death to spiders and other assorted insects.
I'm back.
Its good.
I'm back.
Its good.
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yuricake:
wazzup!
stillbreathing:
It is good....
Will be offline for a smidge while I move into my kickass new place.
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illstabyou:
Good luck in the new place!
elmcitydrunk:
Have tons of fun with the decorating and remember- lift with your knees, not your back.
I'm surrounded by pussy-ass bitches who are too shit scared to say who they are and go after what they want.
My nights out are peppered with the piss-poor unsolicited advice and musings of sad and lonely people who think there self-indulgent brand of melancholy somehow makes them wise.
Sadness does not makes you an artist or a poet or an intellectual. Sadness just fucking...
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My nights out are peppered with the piss-poor unsolicited advice and musings of sad and lonely people who think there self-indulgent brand of melancholy somehow makes them wise.
Sadness does not makes you an artist or a poet or an intellectual. Sadness just fucking...
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tall:
First off: Nice Pictures!
Secondly: Im sorry your life is suffering under the weight of some suckage. If I was close enough Id offer to take you out and get ya drunk and make laugh till beer came out your nose. The next time we are in the sme city Im buying 'K?
And what southernbelle said, dont let other people put their load on you. You got your shit your dealing with, they gotta deal with theirs. Friends and lovers are supposed to make life better and easier.
And people who cant speak their minds get whatthey deserve: usually nothing.
So take care of you LoL, 'cause your good people and we all dig ya.
Secondly: Im sorry your life is suffering under the weight of some suckage. If I was close enough Id offer to take you out and get ya drunk and make laugh till beer came out your nose. The next time we are in the sme city Im buying 'K?
And what southernbelle said, dont let other people put their load on you. You got your shit your dealing with, they gotta deal with theirs. Friends and lovers are supposed to make life better and easier.
And people who cant speak their minds get whatthey deserve: usually nothing.
So take care of you LoL, 'cause your good people and we all dig ya.
stillbreathing:
Yes, there is sadness and reservation, and all of that, and I agree it IS a universal struggle. But I don't really have a memory of what it was like BEFORE...when I could live without these things, without fear. As far back as I can remember, I've lived with fear, and that's a good thing, I think. Sorry too, that you're getting all of this sad unsolicited advice so I won't give any here, but do know that I know where you're coming from, but I disagree strongly with one thing....
I am special.
.....
So are you.
Fin.
I am special.
.....
So are you.
Fin.
~I am currently so jacked up on coffee that my whole damn body is shaking like one of those yippy lil lap dags.
~ The meeting went just fine. Corrective action is being taken and attention has be paid to a great number of trouble spots. The funny part of this story is, I went out with several old homies from college and they all...
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~ The meeting went just fine. Corrective action is being taken and attention has be paid to a great number of trouble spots. The funny part of this story is, I went out with several old homies from college and they all...
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polarbear:
Short is hot! 
ampersandwich:
short!!
Damn. Its been forever and a day since I last updated.
Suppose I got sucked away into the real world.
I was terribley swamped with getting this most recent show up and out, mostly because my shop staff dropped the ball and I ended up picking up a lot of loose ends. I was already maintianing two jobs, so picking up someones else's duties was...
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Suppose I got sucked away into the real world.
I was terribley swamped with getting this most recent show up and out, mostly because my shop staff dropped the ball and I ended up picking up a lot of loose ends. I was already maintianing two jobs, so picking up someones else's duties was...
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tall:
You take forever and a day to update? hell I got you beat by MONTHS.. so Im back online. Miss ya. Ill read through your journal when I have a bit more time (busy at work right now- camn ya tell?) .
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