it's really numbing to realize that i'm probably never going to see him again. he left for oregon today. he'll be there in 3 days.
there's so much here to remind me of him.
i'm fucking retarded over this for some fucking reason. he and i got very close over the 6 weeks (or so) he was staying here. it was at least 6 weeks. it feels like it was only days.
he's my brother. my boy. and i'm going to miss him.
i may see richard sunday night, but i'm doubting it. jeremy is coming into town saturday, apparently.
joy does not overwhelm me. this means another 5 days of waiting for him to fall asleep so i don't have to deal with him trying to make out with me and/or get down my pants.
i'm in a weird mood. i want to scream. and then get drunk.
there's so much here to remind me of him.
i'm fucking retarded over this for some fucking reason. he and i got very close over the 6 weeks (or so) he was staying here. it was at least 6 weeks. it feels like it was only days.
he's my brother. my boy. and i'm going to miss him.
i may see richard sunday night, but i'm doubting it. jeremy is coming into town saturday, apparently.
joy does not overwhelm me. this means another 5 days of waiting for him to fall asleep so i don't have to deal with him trying to make out with me and/or get down my pants.
i'm in a weird mood. i want to scream. and then get drunk.
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jholtsnider:
hope it all turned out ok...

jholtsnider:
me?
i'm nobody... happy to see that you're feeling better though... i don't have AIM, just MSN and yahoo... both as jholtsnider. anyways...
