when things look down and shit it is amazing how two little letters (with an 'and' chucked in there too) can make your day that much brighter!
well today started good....totally hyper and in the best mood all day for some unknown reason. think i'm really enjoying the living with others thing. good to have life around!
ended pretty fucking shit...close to bullshit tears. but then...chatted to a friend...came home...went out to a place i don't go and did stuff i never do and had a great time with new people. got home again..and had more things to make me smile and now i'm back to my hyper and happy self that i was this morning.
i'm not and i say NOT going to let this shit get to me. and by this shit i mean thoughts from my last journal and from other events today. i don't deserve to be down and feeling shit. i've put myself through that enough now shit to last a lifetime. time to move on and look forward to living for myself.
fingers crossed i will get my tattoo in the next few weeks. will bite the bullett and go to the tattooist here as much as i don't want to...but it is only small and i want it done. it is something i've wanted for a long time.
*hugs* to some people...u know who you are.
laters
kirst
well today started good....totally hyper and in the best mood all day for some unknown reason. think i'm really enjoying the living with others thing. good to have life around!
ended pretty fucking shit...close to bullshit tears. but then...chatted to a friend...came home...went out to a place i don't go and did stuff i never do and had a great time with new people. got home again..and had more things to make me smile and now i'm back to my hyper and happy self that i was this morning.
i'm not and i say NOT going to let this shit get to me. and by this shit i mean thoughts from my last journal and from other events today. i don't deserve to be down and feeling shit. i've put myself through that enough now shit to last a lifetime. time to move on and look forward to living for myself.
fingers crossed i will get my tattoo in the next few weeks. will bite the bullett and go to the tattooist here as much as i don't want to...but it is only small and i want it done. it is something i've wanted for a long time.
*hugs* to some people...u know who you are.
laters
kirst
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and it is good to do things you wouldnt usually do or go to a place you wouldnt normally go.
hope you have a good weekend
me is thinkin bout ya