livingdeadkirst

be warned...if your wanting to read a positive and happy journal entry...this is not the one to read today....so move right along

well had my interview yesterday. what a big fuck up that was. i totally fucked it. i couldn't answer two questions at all as i just don't have any experience in the area that they asked about. i don't think i sold myself very much and because i paniced all morning i just went blank as soon as i walked into the room. i so won't get that job.

next thing.

i'm sick of being lonely. i really want someone to come home to or...someone to know i can ring and will be there. even tho i always say single isn't bad and you make the most of what you've got...lately that isn't the case. my whole i'm content with how i am theory...is just meh. i really want that relationship thing again. i miss it a lot. the little jokes...cuddles...the little things i miss a lot. i'm sure this is my lonely faze for the month...but i hate being lonely. someone to want me as much as i want them would be nice

well that is my little whine. sorry for negativity but i needed to get that out at least somewhere.

not much planned for this weekend. going to the cop shop down at the beach to pick up some tools (and i mean as in non-fun tools) that were confiscated (tee hee) about a year ago. some people are such a bad influence on me! other than that probably will head into work as i have so much to do before i head to brisbane thursday. and probably some sleeping in there as well.

hope everyone is well and has a smashing weekend. kisses to you all

kirst