livingcanvas

I read these books and I watch these shows about people and their one true loves, and all it serves is to make me miserable, because it seems so unattainable for me. Every time I feel that way, It gets fucked up, for one reason or another. The most recent reason being distance. I feel as though I am doomed to die alone, boozing, drugging, fucking random girls, yet, still alone. All the while never full filling the hole that is left there.

I realize that I am drunk right now, and sounding very emo. I do not wish for sympathy from you. i only wanted to get it out. So fuck off