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Don't you hate those days were you are freaking out, tryin to figure out how to pay for school while dealing with shitty customers at a job you hate and are close to being fired from and you find out your ex fiancee is reengaged?
I do. kill me now. frown frown frown frown frown frown frown
priapos:
I'll say to you what a non-shitty co-worker once said to me at our shitty job filled with many shitty employees, too many shitty managers and sufficient shitty customers. "You shouldn't be suicidal; you should be homocidal." mad

Re: the ex-fiance... not so good at dealing with that, sorry. blackeyed

Oh and I saw you listed on the Occult group, which needs more geeky posters.
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well, just added a new song to our Myspace. it's the Friends and Fam version of Summertime. check it out kids.
http://www.myspace.com/rickscafebandstl
ARRR!!!
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Everyone go see this movie. it was beautiful.
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Just wanted to wish you and yours a happy whatever the fuck you celebrate this time of year. And since the Yellow Sign is staring me in the face from the background of David's other moniter, Lovecraftian Carols!



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on smoking
Current mood: contemplative

I am going to admit I love smoking. I've been a smoker for years and I don't see myself giving it up anytime soon.

I was watching Becker (the best show on tv) the other day and he was trying to quit. Someone on the show said they quit three years ago and it was like losing a friend. becker...
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rage against the dying of the light
Current mood: bitchy

what has happened to me? i used to be a festering ball of rage, now i'm a sentimental, mopey, self-loathing wreck. whatever happened to the guy who wanted nothing more han to, as Rollins says, "fuck on the floor and break shit!" God it's like I've suddenly grown up. i guess my arrest was the...
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I am now writing a book. It is titled God is a Douche. It is a work of true fiction meaning that most of it's true but a few things will be changed for dramatic effect. It is the story of my life and death. It shall be glorious.
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life or a reasonable facsimile there of (long)
Current mood: moody

ok, i'm about to put out there, pretty much the story of my life. Not for the pity, or to say my life's worse than yours. but hopefully someone out there will read this and come away with something. i don't want your pity, i have enough of that for myself. i haven't told...
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I just had a crazy dream in the 45 minutes i was asleep. I dreamt i was Sammy Hagar and i'm just minding my own business backstage at a concert when I (lemur) walk up to myself/hagar and tell him i think he sucks and i don't like the direction he's taking Van Halen. I tell him David Lee Roth is a far more talented...
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to build myself up here's a list of people more pathetic than i am!

1. "The Big Playa." When I was at Quick Trip gettin my coffee this goofy lookin fat guy comes in wearing a dirty T-shirt emblazened with the word Player on it and he's singing that song that Incubus and Big Pun, you know the one that's like "I don't wanna be...
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