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Nick and EJ come tonight and im very very happy. I still have a fair bit to do before they get here tho. I wanted to make some sort of progress on one of my essays but i cant find my notebook with all my research in which is really fucking worrying. I took the bandage off my leg last night and i think the infection is going. Which is most definetly a good thing. I just want it to heal now, i dont particularly want the scars but more then anything i want to be able to kneel, cross my legs, damnit even walk without being in pain. My backs got really really bad again and im out of codeine. I've been taking 2x 500mg paracetemol and 2x 600mg ibruprofen, plus long hot baths and massages with deep heat EXTREME to try and ease it and it does....for maybe 15 mins. I cant wait for my physio referel

Anyway, i have 2 x 2000 word essays, a presentation, an entire creative writing portfolio and 3x 4000 word essay plans to sort out, and not the slightest bit of motivation. Its like last year all over again.