So today i am writing bc i am VERY stressed out. i just want to scream at the top of my lungs. i guess there is just alot going on right now. where shall i begin.hmm. I should be studying my ass off right now for my proctor exam in 3 weeks but it is soo hard to stay focused and motivated. i havent seem my best friend in months (she lives in the Netherlands) and she will be here saturday!! soo excited to see her. too bad i probably wont be able to spend as much time with her as id like to bc of the whole huge exam coming up that i need to prepare for. On top of allof that Im pretty nervous about taking the exam. Its on everything i learned this semester which would normally be no problem BUT it took me FOREVER to get this semester done (im online at my own pace) mostly bc i was in a crappy relationship that had me hating life and not wanting to do anything. so i feel like ive forgotten soo much of what ive learned and that scares me.
Normally by this time of the year i would have probably been to 15 different horse show with my horse. we show on the National circuit. But this year so far i havent been to ANY. mostly bc i have been helping so many people with their horses that i havent had time for mine. Ive sadly decided to sell my horse this year. I feel ok about that right now but i know when the day comes for him to leave im gonna be a mess. i love that horse soo much. anyway, our first show is at the end of next month and i feel like we are so far from being prepared for it. sometimes i wish there were more hours in the day. maybe that way i could get some studying done, clients horses worked, my own horses worked, and spend time with friends or boyfriend.
well it feels good being able to write all of this out. i dont know why it makes me feel better but somehow it does. i didnt get to see my boyfriend today which sucked. i cant wait to see him tomorrow
its crazy how much i miss him when hes away. its gonna be hard going to the horse show next month and not being able to see him 
ok now i better seriously study so the day wasnt a total waste.
Normally by this time of the year i would have probably been to 15 different horse show with my horse. we show on the National circuit. But this year so far i havent been to ANY. mostly bc i have been helping so many people with their horses that i havent had time for mine. Ive sadly decided to sell my horse this year. I feel ok about that right now but i know when the day comes for him to leave im gonna be a mess. i love that horse soo much. anyway, our first show is at the end of next month and i feel like we are so far from being prepared for it. sometimes i wish there were more hours in the day. maybe that way i could get some studying done, clients horses worked, my own horses worked, and spend time with friends or boyfriend.
well it feels good being able to write all of this out. i dont know why it makes me feel better but somehow it does. i didnt get to see my boyfriend today which sucked. i cant wait to see him tomorrow
its crazy how much i miss him when hes away. its gonna be hard going to the horse show next month and not being able to see him
ok now i better seriously study so the day wasnt a total waste.
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so its not letting me post a pic for some reason
Use Gimp
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