It was just some minutes ago , when i was looking for my baby and someone give me the worst news , they found her today death on the door , the woman who tell me it wasnt really good to tell me about it she give me some not necesary details, i feel dying, maybe someone could think that is just a cat, but i pass for horrible times in the past, really hard depression , and she was my cure, is definitlly one of the saddest days on my life , i feel like i cant with this , she really was my baby, my daughter i dont' know how to deal with this , she was with me all the time , when i arrived home she always ran to me meowing, went to the shower she wait for me , when i cooked she was at my side looking, not anoying, when i went to bed she watched movies on my chest and she slepped on my foots