good morning sunshines...
i am awake, i am listening to the Flaming Lips...I am drinking coffee.
how is it that i feel so inspired yet so tired. i think another cup of coffee is in order.
so i'm reading this book on cognitive mood therapy. it is very interesting. i'm digging deep in to my brain to get to the bottom of things. i want...
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i am awake, i am listening to the Flaming Lips...I am drinking coffee.
how is it that i feel so inspired yet so tired. i think another cup of coffee is in order.
so i'm reading this book on cognitive mood therapy. it is very interesting. i'm digging deep in to my brain to get to the bottom of things. i want...
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itsalivemedia:
Do you have plans on Sat.? Wanna go to a party with me in Mt. Washington? It's my friend who edits Barely Legal and is a great band.....tee hee. SHE's great.
drknievel:
Yes, I'm a writer. My friend I mentioned has the manuscript of my first novel right now and is supposed to be reading it, but it's taking him longer to get to it than he was expecting... 
Hopefully he'll have some good news for me soon. Wish me luck! 
Hopefully he'll have some good news for me soon. Wish me luck! good morning...
i'm having the hardest time waking up.
i hit snooze for over an hour.
i spoke with a friend of mine last night and he inspired me. he said i should start selling my book on cd on my website.
what do you think? he said to create it as a PDF so that no one can make changes.
i'm so envious of...
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i'm having the hardest time waking up.
i hit snooze for over an hour.
i spoke with a friend of mine last night and he inspired me. he said i should start selling my book on cd on my website.
what do you think? he said to create it as a PDF so that no one can make changes.
i'm so envious of...
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fu:
J, go and visit my friend clickbeeptss. I think you'll really like her journal entry
m0ngrel:
wow... i think you are stealing my sleepiness.
there is so much on my mind at the moment and i literally only have seconds for written expression... got an emal from Theram. vague and insecure and self-absorbed...had no intention of responding but spent 2 hours composing an email to him and i feel cleansed...everything is off my chest and it's a great feeling. i don't hide things. i'm very honest and damn...all i...
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itsalivemedia:
Gotta talk to you babe.....will call ya soon.
itsalivemedia:
Eeeek...saw you called....I shall call you. What are your hours?
"the sky is big and my life is small"
-vast
good morning. i woke up feeling pretty good...true my legs still hurt from the lunges the other day but yes, i feel good and motivated. went to kims b-day party last night. it was a good time. the company was great and i sort of felt like i was in a different city. even moreso...
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-vast
good morning. i woke up feeling pretty good...true my legs still hurt from the lunges the other day but yes, i feel good and motivated. went to kims b-day party last night. it was a good time. the company was great and i sort of felt like i was in a different city. even moreso...
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itsalivemedia:
Loved our lil dinner and our chat. You are so honest and open, it's truly refreshing. Very good trait in a person.
I have 3 words for you to start with. Ready?:
parts
stuff
theram
You lemme know when you get around to discussing them with the SG folks.
Did I happen to mention you have beautiful blue eyes?
I have 3 words for you to start with. Ready?:
parts
stuff
theram
You lemme know when you get around to discussing them with the SG folks.
Did I happen to mention you have beautiful blue eyes?
lipservicejen:
ok i have to know . . . fill me in at least
it's monday morning, i am late to work and really don't even want to go. i guess i had a little too much fun last night! one should never have to say that "i had too much fun" . . . there should be some kind of rule on that?!
i am definatly going to try and email you today, i am really interested in talking to you. ohhh the phone could be exciting too!
so, besides "knowing" kevin and ronnie . . . who else do we have in common? i have spent some time with trent reznor, severed heads, and (yes i will even admit this one) marilyn manson . . . do we share any of this?? it seems i am leaving someone out? i can't think of who.
anyway i have to get my little, or not soo little, ass to california . . . i am missing out on all the fun!
luvs and bbkisses
it's monday morning, i am late to work and really don't even want to go. i guess i had a little too much fun last night! one should never have to say that "i had too much fun" . . . there should be some kind of rule on that?!
i am definatly going to try and email you today, i am really interested in talking to you. ohhh the phone could be exciting too!
so, besides "knowing" kevin and ronnie . . . who else do we have in common? i have spent some time with trent reznor, severed heads, and (yes i will even admit this one) marilyn manson . . . do we share any of this?? it seems i am leaving someone out? i can't think of who.
anyway i have to get my little, or not soo little, ass to california . . . i am missing out on all the fun!
luvs and bbkisses
well....it's friday night...i'm staying in... but by choice. sadly my arrival home met me with the return of a manuscript from a hopeful publisher. sooo...that made me feel a bit discouraged. on a happy note i did get a package of candy from a young girl who writes to me. i met her because of my book project. very smart 15 year old. that made...
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craigula:
Yes actually, OhGr's artwork is how I found out about Camille. Brilliant silk screening. Ogre himself is such a stage presence, a great performance artist, so the inter marriage of their two mediums is the sex. By the way, have you ever thought of being a SG? You are quite gorgeous! 
Yes actually, OhGr's artwork is how I found out about Camille. Brilliant silk screening. Ogre himself is such a stage presence, a great performance artist, so the inter marriage of their two mediums is the sex. By the way, have you ever thought of being a SG? You are quite gorgeous! 
invinoveritas:
a writer? and a goodtaste in music and life...one of a kind I truly envy you
....ok...another day i could not muster enough energy to stay overtime at work. all i wanted to do was to come home, have a glass of wine and browse on SG...shit, am i an addict?
anyway, i had the little bit of red wine that was left and i want more...do i open a bottle???? hmmm...excuse me for just a moment..........................................ok, no...i don't have another...
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anyway, i had the little bit of red wine that was left and i want more...do i open a bottle???? hmmm...excuse me for just a moment..........................................ok, no...i don't have another...
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littleredwriter:
i have to say...i've only been on this site for a week but it's amazingly inspiring. i truly feel like it's the ultimate kindred spirit site! a bunch of like minded, smart, warm, reflective, creative people.
yay. it makes me very happy...
i'm smiling!
yay. it makes me very happy...
i'm smiling!
trudrew:
don't over analyze yourself(i know that's hard not to do). just be happy when you are and know things will work out because they have to. there is a taoist story i keep i mind now when things get bad. it emphasizes how we never know if some event is a good or bad thing in our lives. everything that happens to us helps define who we are and i think in most cases that is a good thing.
do you know what i mean?
do you know what i mean?
bad poetry at 1:00AM...
i'm not much of a poet. i'm more of a stream of consciousness, reflective writer...but i did write this poem and i kind of like it...even though it rhymes...i think these words would be good lyrics.
...clearly bitter..by jolene s.
when it's all about you
i see you smiling so hard
there's light in your eyes
when it's all about you......
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i'm not much of a poet. i'm more of a stream of consciousness, reflective writer...but i did write this poem and i kind of like it...even though it rhymes...i think these words would be good lyrics.
...clearly bitter..by jolene s.
when it's all about you
i see you smiling so hard
there's light in your eyes
when it's all about you......
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itsalivemedia:
Aches? Oh no......we'll fix that up on Sunday..dont you worry.
flawlesimpurity:
I really like your poem!
I felt dumb asking that question about OHGR. I really dig their sound a lot. Ripped the music first then bought the cd and listen to it over and over.
Your pictures rock! With that look you won't be a wanabe Suicide girl for long!
I felt dumb asking that question about OHGR. I really dig their sound a lot. Ripped the music first then bought the cd and listen to it over and over.
Your pictures rock! With that look you won't be a wanabe Suicide girl for long!
on my mind...and so begins the good old fashioned writing as therapy...
so recently i've been sort of screwed over by a friend. damn. it was someone that i really respected and spoke quite highly of. super intelligent. kind. well mannered. a good person all around. we were involved romantically...however very brief...so our relationship goes from a courtship to a real live friendship to intimacy...
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so recently i've been sort of screwed over by a friend. damn. it was someone that i really respected and spoke quite highly of. super intelligent. kind. well mannered. a good person all around. we were involved romantically...however very brief...so our relationship goes from a courtship to a real live friendship to intimacy...
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choppafreak:
When a friendship turns into the other person treating you shitty, taking you for granted etc. it can be tough to make a clean break and just stop being friends.
The longer and more complicated the history between the two people the harder it is to just decide "I'm done with this; I'm writing this person off." But it can also be liberating and good for the self-esteem, rather that allowing them to keep making you feel bad .
A dear friend of mine recently went through this process with her best friend since childhood, who for years has been nothing but vicious and critical. My friend spent weeks deliberating about it, tried to talk to her, got shat on some more, and finally sat down and wrote a big letter that pretty much said "I'm not going to be your friend any more." She mailed it off and that was that. Painful but necessary.
Good luck. You deserve friends who respect you.
The longer and more complicated the history between the two people the harder it is to just decide "I'm done with this; I'm writing this person off." But it can also be liberating and good for the self-esteem, rather that allowing them to keep making you feel bad .
A dear friend of mine recently went through this process with her best friend since childhood, who for years has been nothing but vicious and critical. My friend spent weeks deliberating about it, tried to talk to her, got shat on some more, and finally sat down and wrote a big letter that pretty much said "I'm not going to be your friend any more." She mailed it off and that was that. Painful but necessary.
Good luck. You deserve friends who respect you.
choppafreak:
I'm sort of superstitious about talking about work that isn't completely done yet, but the gist is that the main character, a small-time house burglar & con artist, runs afoul of a brutal Quebecois biker gang (French Canadian one percenters really are fucking nuts; no exaggeration can do the reality justice). It's set in Buffalo and is lurid as hell.
Crime novels are fun to write because there aren't any good guys, just shades of grey.
Crime novels are fun to write because there aren't any good guys, just shades of grey.
damn...i'm so obnoxious!
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pocketrocket:
tuesday!!!!!!!!!!!!!
how was LAG?
tuesday!!!!!!!!!!!!!
how was LAG?
zgrat:
Psh! i could have told you that
what i really want:
to speak 5 languages
to get my book published
to read a book a week
to watch and understand great movies
to be more like maria von trapp
to thank my true friends
to laugh all the time
to listen more
to go to new york
to be more mature
to eat more ice cream
to go to more coffee shops...
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to speak 5 languages
to get my book published
to read a book a week
to watch and understand great movies
to be more like maria von trapp
to thank my true friends
to laugh all the time
to listen more
to go to new york
to be more mature
to eat more ice cream
to go to more coffee shops...
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itsalivemedia:
are you afraid to write back?