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my apologies to anyone who feels neglected by me. i have the worst cold/flu i have ever experienced in my entire exisitance. i started taking zicam yesterday and i do feel a bit better but i have zero energy...shaky...dizzy...stuffy...blah

i'm slipping away to to my couch watch a movie.

xoxo
jolene

GO ASK OGRE :
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yvoarioch:
Wow...already I can see I am going to be in love with this link you have sent to me. I've looked through a few pages and found that you and I may be living parallel lives (for instance, I have lived and worked in the Netherlands myself). We should DEFINATELY keep in touch. I also would like to spread your site around too to all the people I know who may be interested.
Thank you SO much for posting in my journal. It really made my day...I mean that.

love and kiss 's
ps...check my list here. There's some SP stuff there. If you see anything you'd like, let me know...Recordings
fu:
oops, I think that WAS the screening smile
My face will probably pop up a few more times in it but ...no lines.

S.P.!!! ...can't wait
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migraine...i need to know this word in every possible language. i suffer from headaches. it makes even the smallest task ever so difficult.

so, that being said, i have been neglecting my SG for the past few days. so sorry...i've also been working on my website. i've added sort of a whole other world to it. it's fun for me.

...i am sitting here listening...
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lightbulbjack:

Greetings from me and my monkey.

ooo aaa
jimmyjoe:
hey, thanx for de heel mooie note op onze website

jimmyjoe snark de derde love
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Je voudrais une chambre tranquille...

i need a time out. i'm completely exhausted...what else is new? i have no time for me...no time for me...no time for me. i want a life.

i need to cut down on my online time...i have decided that i will not go online until the evenings as to not suck up my productive hours before work...

i'm trying to...
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itsalivemedia:
Hey, I was at the Bigfoot when you called. I missed it. Did you know on thurs. at the BF there are all sorts of "greasers" with wallet chains and tattoo's and such car club jackets ith WEST VALLEY CREEPS and THE CRETINS on them? I guess it was the $2 PBR.

Hopefully we will talk soon. I can see there is a lot going on with you and there is some sort of shift going on. I "get it", cuz we've talked briefly about it and I read about it here but I get the feeling there is more to it. Theram has something to do with it. The Job, the book. Feeling overwhelmed?

Hope we talk soon smile
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j'etais a mille lieues de penser que...


among so many other things, i am a french speaking wanna be...

so sleepy am i and not a day of rest unitl february 14th...

...simply shameless
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lipservicejen:
hope things are ok for you. have not seen nor heard anything from you in a week or so.
..... i know feb. 14th is v-day... what else does it mean to you?
xxxx
itsalivemedia:
Hey....so you are going to the Bigfoot on Wed? I'll be here if you wanna go:

Bedroom Walls on Wed.

I will also be here on Monday:

The Vacation shows

I miss you wink
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my neighbors are idiots. truly cruel. they have these 2 adorable dogs...puppies if you will. they are so sweet and adorable. my neighbors don't even take care of them they leave them outside...give them no attention whatsoever! i have never seen them walk them. it's disgusting. i want to kidnap them...take them to a shelter or something. there is a piece of fence missing...
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kingskottie:
clan of xymox. how about the FIELDS OF NEPHILIM?

heh.

80's goth metal!! whoo hoo.

ok...a bit tongue in cheek...but I just got the sisters' FLOODLAND on vinyl last week.


itsalivemedia:
Ok it's 72 hours and the withdrawls are ever present. What happens when you are offline all day tomorrow and I have yet another 24 hours before I even hear from you, moreless see you. I dunno how I am gonna make it. MEDIC!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Those 2 are a wacky pair. In fact, they have a lil gathering at the Chalet on Thurs. that they are trying to make a regular thing. I might go......thoughts? comments? concerns?

So you got burned at work today huh? Shit..that sucks. Hang in there.....your time will come...it's in the cards. I can feel it.

I bet you don't know this about me but at 18+ I had some goth leanings. Oh yeah, like I dressed the part? Hardly. Although I had hair like fucking Roger Daltrey. Like a helmet (helmut?).

Anyway, I was a huge fan of the Mission, Sisters, March Violets, Fields of the Nephilim and others. In fact I have seen all but the MV in concert. I remember seeing FotN at a club in SF (DV8?) and there was so much smoke and baking powder it was literally hard to breath. It was the Daenrazor tour. Did you know they pured baking soda over their dusters to give it an authentic "dead" look?

I also remember being the same music dork I am now and getting invted to the after party for the Mission fan club (!) at the Coach House in San Juan Capistrano They stayed and met the fans after the show and signed stuff. I had Wayne sign my vinyl. I think Craig Adams had left the band by then. Some character named Wolfie signed it tho. Anyway, Wayne was signing away and was not so enamored to be there. I bring him my LP and he signs it and looks me right in the eye and says:

"What's your name?"

"Josh"

"Where you from?"

"Los Angeles"

Then he just passed the record to me. That was it. So random. I thought he was hitting on me. Then he had that Delivernace record and I thought I was right. Once a music dork, always a music dork.

So, what are your plans on Sat? Hmn? smile
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*****
you're crawling over me
am i your little stone?
...all shiny and slick,
guess i'm wet behind the ears.

your feet feel so heavy as
you're crawling over me...
you're shiny little stone,
that you intend to cast aside.

-to be continued...

*****

sometimes... i feel so inspired yet incredibly stuck... i am stuck..sometimes i let small things bother me...sometimes i wonder if i...
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alisa:
wow! that is a fabulous profile picture.
just absolutely lovely
itsalivemedia:
Misses ya last night. I think I am having Jolene withdrawls of late. If I am away from you for more than 48 hours, I just don't feel right. Why is that? This is new.....
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it's a sleepy day...
it's a mazzy star...my bloody valentine...vast-turquoise kind of day...

i woke way too early and went to the gym...did a little work on my biz card and now i am sleepy...sleepy and a bit sad...

i'm tired. i will not have a day off for 2 weeks. think i shall take a short nap...

as you know...

reflections of a sad...
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itsalivemedia:
I think it's contagious. I was up a 6am then 7:30am to feed the cat. So I fell back asleep until 11:30a,m. Then I ate and fell back asleep at 1:30pm. Up again and STILL tired.

I had fun too. Not arager but it's nice to meet random folks and get along with them. She's a pistol.

Talk to you soon.

PS....we like many of the same movies. Didn;t realize that. I have an autographed photo of Mike TV from Willy Wonka in my living room.
fu:
I had a beautiful day. Some good writing in the morning, sunshine, beach, good people, a little beer ... all good things surrounding me all day. I'm still a little sad though, as well. I always am. It's OK, it makes me smile. Isn't it strange how sometimes the happiest times make you sad?
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good morning...

so, how do you react when you are angry?
do you find yourself coping better the older you get? well...i ask this because as you know anger stems from hurt...i tend to think that i'm able to handle myself well during conflict...the zen way, as opposed to the days of over-reacting...but these days it's so funny and in certain situations i suppose it's...
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trinityy:
i do still have the SI group. i would love it if you shared some words with me... if you have AIM my s/n is OnlyTheGirl08
trin
xoxo
evanx:
Well, that story is proof positive that Friendster is evil.
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it is after midnight...i am sitting here listening to a friends mp3 whic h i might as well plug 'cos it's pretty darn good...yes, i can say that i am dancing in my pajamas...

Disekt

...i left work on time...that means, i did not work OT and it got pretty busy...but damn, i had dishes to wash and laundry to do and music to download...
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lysistrata:
No I'm not in Vancouver, I'm from Vancouver. I'm just north of London ENGLAND. And I hate it.

why? have you been to vancouver?
lysistrata:
you're photos are really good. any plans to be an SG? I think you could.. just thought I'd let you know.
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goede morgen...

it is an Enya sort of morning...
damn, i'm still bloddy tired! i truly don't understand why i've been so tired all this week.

i have so much to do yet i can not focus enough to really begin on a particular task...i'm sort of all over the place.

i did come home last night and paint like i said i would. i...
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jasechase:
The motto I have been living by for the last several years comes from dan, "The journey is the destination". Too cool. I ahve the book and the movie his mom and sister made too. More later... - Peace. jase
trudrew:
blush thanks j


your lucky to get that closure, we don't always get the opportunity to find it. yah, it took me about twenty minutes or sort out that little entry i wrote you today. so thanks for giving me the incentive to start really examining what i had going on.

[Edited on Jan 29, 2004 11:53PM]