littleredwriter

good morning...

so, how do you react when you are angry?
do you find yourself coping better the older you get? well...i ask this because as you know anger stems from hurt...i tend to think that i'm able to handle myself well during conflict...the zen way, as opposed to the days of over-reacting...but these days it's so funny and in certain situations i suppose it's easy to c ome across as emotionally immature...guess i still am in ways, mostly when it comes to affairs of the heart.

for example...the online thing...have met and dated online...pretty unsucessful for me. met someone on friendster who, on paper seemed perfect...he was not local and really sort of just squeezed his way into my life....anyway, we met...there was romance but for the most part i knew that there was something off/awkward/wrong about the match...but you know, i thought we could be friends...until he did several things that i will not bore you with...but trust me...treated me very wrong, and not in the traditional sense. very unique situation. i did my best to maintain any sort of dignity, integrity, and all the other adjectives used to describe one of noble character... but the guy really, as i said, well he really surpised me with his behaviour....