I'm very bummed...one of my friends is pretty angry at me I think for something dumb I did... I tried to apologize but he hasn't replied to my e mail yet and it has really stressed me out all day. I hate making people upset. Especially right now when all I want is for things to be constant and normal in my life again... All I want is to have a job that I love going to everyday and have happy people all around me. That sounds very sad right??? haha.. I surprise myself sometimes with how fucking pathetic I sound. I will find out tomorrow if I got the job at Zumiez and where they will be placing me. I talked to the manager on Friday and he has me feeling pretty confident about it sooooooo...I hope soon I'm out of that fucking office. I feel so closed in. 
I hope everything works out with your friend.
Good luck on the job too