So I'm going to rant to get this out of my system!!!
Girls are fucking complicated! And I'm beginning to think that uncomplicated sex doesn't exist! It always seems to get complicated - even when I'm open about everything - somehow things just seem to get messy!
Thus thinking uncomplicated sex or as others like to think sex with no strings attached ... it's a theory - or else I must be just sleeping with the wrong girls!
So I saw girl last night - and I realised that the sex may not get better and there was so much clumsiness involved that it turned me off - so she knew it wasn't working so she began to cry and I went frozen - what could I say to make this better and then I realised nothing. In may head I was going ... "just walk away - just walk away"
So we talked and it turned out that girl - began to start having feelings for me - which I was more then fine with - I don't mind that she liked me ... however ...
She said I either stay and we start something "more" or else I leave and ends right then and there. I've known this girl for a while and we were acquaintances for ages until now - but then I realised I can't do this. This is not me - I don't want a girlfriend. I just want some fun.
So I walked out ...
As I got into my car ... I thought to myself - am I really a bad person for only wanting some fun? I mean I put it out there before we messed around but then suddenly it seems - well it just got messy
But the worst part is now I don't even have her friendship. I would love to say this is the first time this has happened ... but it seems to be a reoccurring thing - girls and sex = never uncomplicated!
So here I am back again at step one - searching for fun. Why is it - at the start they say - yep I just want uncomplicated fun sex ... then somehow it gets complicated!
Girls are fucking complicated! And I'm beginning to think that uncomplicated sex doesn't exist! It always seems to get complicated - even when I'm open about everything - somehow things just seem to get messy!
Thus thinking uncomplicated sex or as others like to think sex with no strings attached ... it's a theory - or else I must be just sleeping with the wrong girls!
So I saw girl last night - and I realised that the sex may not get better and there was so much clumsiness involved that it turned me off - so she knew it wasn't working so she began to cry and I went frozen - what could I say to make this better and then I realised nothing. In may head I was going ... "just walk away - just walk away"
So we talked and it turned out that girl - began to start having feelings for me - which I was more then fine with - I don't mind that she liked me ... however ...
She said I either stay and we start something "more" or else I leave and ends right then and there. I've known this girl for a while and we were acquaintances for ages until now - but then I realised I can't do this. This is not me - I don't want a girlfriend. I just want some fun.
So I walked out ...
As I got into my car ... I thought to myself - am I really a bad person for only wanting some fun? I mean I put it out there before we messed around but then suddenly it seems - well it just got messy
But the worst part is now I don't even have her friendship. I would love to say this is the first time this has happened ... but it seems to be a reoccurring thing - girls and sex = never uncomplicated!
So here I am back again at step one - searching for fun. Why is it - at the start they say - yep I just want uncomplicated fun sex ... then somehow it gets complicated!
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So surfink in Jan - for sure - I'll see if I can get other ppl to come and we'll make a day of it
So are the pics up yet? You know we'll have to have a massive party when they officially make you a SG - but to me you already are
Meanwhile, *scared face* hehehehehehe