mmmmmmmkay
I have to work tonight at 5... not looking forward to it. I haven't been to work since Friday night.... I've been extremely sick and even at that concert I missed a lot of it because I was coughing up blood in the restroom.
I'm getting really good at appearing to be okay and happy... it hurts inside though. It feels like I'm lying to people.
I just want to get better. I don't know anymore... when it feels like I'm getting better I'm not... damn...
I have to work tonight at 5... not looking forward to it. I haven't been to work since Friday night.... I've been extremely sick and even at that concert I missed a lot of it because I was coughing up blood in the restroom.
I'm getting really good at appearing to be okay and happy... it hurts inside though. It feels like I'm lying to people.
I just want to get better. I don't know anymore... when it feels like I'm getting better I'm not... damn...
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i really do hope things start turning around for you. i guess one day at a time right?
/hugs n kisses right back at cha.
and really, you should get to a doctor or even a walk in clinic or something.