(I started typing this up at 11:45p.m. on November 20th...)
Today just sucked....
So last night when I got off here I went to try to draw and .... nothing.... but a lot of bothersome things have happened.... I wont get into it. So I told myself...'I'll try tomorrow' (meaning today) Totally not remembering that I work a double. So all artistic time got shot out the window for today.
So I went to work and it was a total drag.... we did pick up and got a little busy for my last hour and a half.
Then I had an hour in a half in between shifts so I ran with my mother and got coffee.... love it.
Also about a half hour into my first shift my phone company shut off my phone without informing me so I had to ask my mother to pay it since my account was cleaned out by whom ever took my ATM card and I told her I'd pay her tomorrow since it is payday.... Then the phone should be all up and running in a max. 2 hours after paying it and it wasn't. She paid it at 1 p.m. and then at about 3 maybe 4ish I was able to only receive calls and text... I wasn't able to send or make calls till 10:30 p.m. he detective called and everything and I couldn't even call him back or anything. That stuff is important.
Anyway.... Went back to work for my second half.... totally slow... and with my phone not working (even thought I shouldn't be on it) I had nothing to do. I was doing extra things and trying to keep my mind off of shit.. . . Didn't really work at all and the time went by so slowly. About 45 minutes till I had to leave my headache got worse. My vision got worse. My eyes welded up with tears. I just stood in the back by shelves with my head in my arms for a good 20 minutes till I could tolerate it.
Got home and just have been trying to relax and chill out.... I really hope some drawing will get done tomorrow... I really need to.
Today just sucked....
So last night when I got off here I went to try to draw and .... nothing.... but a lot of bothersome things have happened.... I wont get into it. So I told myself...'I'll try tomorrow' (meaning today) Totally not remembering that I work a double. So all artistic time got shot out the window for today.
So I went to work and it was a total drag.... we did pick up and got a little busy for my last hour and a half.
Then I had an hour in a half in between shifts so I ran with my mother and got coffee.... love it.
Also about a half hour into my first shift my phone company shut off my phone without informing me so I had to ask my mother to pay it since my account was cleaned out by whom ever took my ATM card and I told her I'd pay her tomorrow since it is payday.... Then the phone should be all up and running in a max. 2 hours after paying it and it wasn't. She paid it at 1 p.m. and then at about 3 maybe 4ish I was able to only receive calls and text... I wasn't able to send or make calls till 10:30 p.m. he detective called and everything and I couldn't even call him back or anything. That stuff is important.
Anyway.... Went back to work for my second half.... totally slow... and with my phone not working (even thought I shouldn't be on it) I had nothing to do. I was doing extra things and trying to keep my mind off of shit.. . . Didn't really work at all and the time went by so slowly. About 45 minutes till I had to leave my headache got worse. My vision got worse. My eyes welded up with tears. I just stood in the back by shelves with my head in my arms for a good 20 minutes till I could tolerate it.
Got home and just have been trying to relax and chill out.... I really hope some drawing will get done tomorrow... I really need to.