MY ONLY DAY OFF ALL WEEK!!! WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!
Hahaha
So I was thinking last night 'Awesome! I can sleep in tomorrow.' That definitely did not happen. I got a phone call from a detective from Texas looking for information on the girl i believe had something to do with my ATM card.
So I spent a while on the phone with him and then I had to go to my detective to let him know about the phone call.
Then my mother and I did a little running around to find a nice sweater to go with my polo I'm wearing to court on the 25th for my driving with a suspended license..... I'm 500 dollars short of paying my fine which is 1000 dollars. So hopefully I can make payments.
I'm not looking forward to work tomorrow... I have to work a double and then wake up early Friday for work too. blah not fun at all.
I really wish I wasn't so stressed and worried. It's hurting my artistic expression. I haven't been able to draw or paint at all lately. That kills me. It's what usually helps me clear my head. It totally sucks.
I'm going to go try to do some more art work tonight... I have to keep trying or else I'm going to keep feeling like shit....
well I'm out.... till tomorrow...
xoxo
-Sammi

Hahaha

So I was thinking last night 'Awesome! I can sleep in tomorrow.' That definitely did not happen. I got a phone call from a detective from Texas looking for information on the girl i believe had something to do with my ATM card.
So I spent a while on the phone with him and then I had to go to my detective to let him know about the phone call.
Then my mother and I did a little running around to find a nice sweater to go with my polo I'm wearing to court on the 25th for my driving with a suspended license..... I'm 500 dollars short of paying my fine which is 1000 dollars. So hopefully I can make payments.
I'm not looking forward to work tomorrow... I have to work a double and then wake up early Friday for work too. blah not fun at all.
I really wish I wasn't so stressed and worried. It's hurting my artistic expression. I haven't been able to draw or paint at all lately. That kills me. It's what usually helps me clear my head. It totally sucks.
I'm going to go try to do some more art work tonight... I have to keep trying or else I'm going to keep feeling like shit....
well I'm out.... till tomorrow...

xoxo
-Sammi

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springwarmcold:
all you can do then is just go at it and let whatever comes of it be. let the act itself focus you and clear your head rather than being that way beforehand.
springwarmcold:
its easy to get stressed out but let your creativity be an outlet to channel that stress. easier said than done. but i try my best to use it to my advantage.