Hey SG world! What's new?
So I want you to know my little story about my insecurity.
Since 4 years old I did sports aerobic. 7 years later I realised that I'm not so good at it like other girls. My successes were worse than others. So after it I decided to start drawing. And after that I started to gain weight, because my body used to eating a lot. I used to lost weight during training because all the energy was gone.
I was like 14 years old when people at school started to shame and laugh at me for my body. Sad, but true.
When I was 16 years old I've found some girls on Instagram . Their profiles were the same. I mean they were form suicide girls. I was so damn curious what is it and how to be like them. Beautiful, but all them were so different: curvy, slim, sporty, etc.
And only one year ago I realized that I should try it too. To feel myself, to see that I'm beautiful just the way I'm. I created my profile here but I was so scared to upload my first set. On may 2020 I was at home and said to myself 'you're ready, now or never. Its time to love yourself'.
Soo.. My debut set is available on suicide girls for a week now, I feel my comfortable and good with my own body. Just because of all your support and love you give me here. And I can't be more happy than now. I can't say I'm ok, but work with self love have been started. So it a big step for me.
P. S. I'm still not good at English but I hope you understand what I meant.