The week's over! Yay - and it finished on a good note, some projects I was working on have at least progressed so that allows me to feel like I deserve a weekend.
It's been pissing down here for the last couple of days - god I love rain - rain and low cloud with drizzle - just makes the place seem worth living in...
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It's been pissing down here for the last couple of days - god I love rain - rain and low cloud with drizzle - just makes the place seem worth living in...
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Geez the weeks seem to be flying past at the moment. Its sort of a good thing but sort of a bad thing - as you might be able to tell I'm a little indifferent about this.
Work is painfully slow at the moment in terms of progress and the time going so quickly doesn't help my goal of having all the projects tied neatly...
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Work is painfully slow at the moment in terms of progress and the time going so quickly doesn't help my goal of having all the projects tied neatly...
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er:
sigh
there is no background trauma
i just don't like to touch small metal things
any and all jewelry, silverware (although i make do), dimes. monopoly pieces. subway poles and airplanes are ok.
there is no background trauma
i just don't like to touch small metal things
any and all jewelry, silverware (although i make do), dimes. monopoly pieces. subway poles and airplanes are ok.
er:
mayhaps there ought to be a phobias group. eeeesh.
not interested in channelling and whatnot, no offense. i know that the worst is when i go to the dentist, i have to be numbed up just for a regular cleaning. scraping metal on my teeth--the sound, the feel. even numbed up i clench up my hands and feet, and struggle not to wail. but that's physical pain. i wonder if maybe metal in the world reminds me of that.
i thought you meant you have to gather all the drops of water on the shower walls, with your mouth. much easier your way. how do you predict how your day will go? like, if you miss a drop, that's a bad day? sounds more superstitious/OCD than a phobia. as a kid, if i did something with one side of my body, i had to do it with the other side too. to think, i was fucked up even then...
have you read the david sedaris books?
taps--ok, big enough to wrap my hand around. utensils? plastic at home
if you look closely when i eat with metal forks/spoons, i am very subtle about it, but very careful that no part of them ever touches my teeth. again, if it does, it's physical pain, and i have to put the fork/spoon down and react for a little bit before i can resume eating. people only notice if i tell them. or at least, i think so.
not interested in channelling and whatnot, no offense. i know that the worst is when i go to the dentist, i have to be numbed up just for a regular cleaning. scraping metal on my teeth--the sound, the feel. even numbed up i clench up my hands and feet, and struggle not to wail. but that's physical pain. i wonder if maybe metal in the world reminds me of that.
i thought you meant you have to gather all the drops of water on the shower walls, with your mouth. much easier your way. how do you predict how your day will go? like, if you miss a drop, that's a bad day? sounds more superstitious/OCD than a phobia. as a kid, if i did something with one side of my body, i had to do it with the other side too. to think, i was fucked up even then...
have you read the david sedaris books?
taps--ok, big enough to wrap my hand around. utensils? plastic at home
if you look closely when i eat with metal forks/spoons, i am very subtle about it, but very careful that no part of them ever touches my teeth. again, if it does, it's physical pain, and i have to put the fork/spoon down and react for a little bit before i can resume eating. people only notice if i tell them. or at least, i think so.
Well its been a slow week so far, work has slid past relatively easily. Though when you're wanting certain tasks to be complete that can sometimes just be wasting your fucking time.
Dentist tomorrow - two fillings - YAY! This is, in itself, a happy event, mainly because its not the root canal I have ot have done. Not looking forward to that one.
Starting...
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Dentist tomorrow - two fillings - YAY! This is, in itself, a happy event, mainly because its not the root canal I have ot have done. Not looking forward to that one.
Starting...
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reptar:
Yo, we're called The Emergency, we play a kind of synth punk. Check out the 6 pack from last weeks time out or whatever it's called.
XXXX was a welcome change from drinking tooheys, that stuff tastes like spew.
XXXX was a welcome change from drinking tooheys, that stuff tastes like spew.
eyesonly:
I've added you as a friend. I hope you're having a good weekend. 
~ EyesOnly ~
~ EyesOnly ~
Fucking OW! Why do teeth hurt? They chew shit - you don't need to feel pain when they're being eaten away godammit.
Dentist tomorrow - shelling out money to a lady in a white coat...and no fun in return..
Hurts like a bastard...urgh - time for painkillers.
Dentist tomorrow - shelling out money to a lady in a white coat...and no fun in return..
Hurts like a bastard...urgh - time for painkillers.
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er:
aw man
root canals...rumored to be Not Fun. eeep!
but your life will be better afterwards. right? right.
i was out of the water for 7 months this past year. gonna try and not let that happen again, i've been going 5 mornings a week since july 1. *rawr*
root canals...rumored to be Not Fun. eeep!
but your life will be better afterwards. right? right.
i was out of the water for 7 months this past year. gonna try and not let that happen again, i've been going 5 mornings a week since july 1. *rawr*
er:
*blush* thankyou
those are pics from earlier this year, and 15 pounds ago. i gotta get some new ones up there.
yeah, i do feel wellgoodly. my brother is my dentist. he hasn't lied to me so far.
those are pics from earlier this year, and 15 pounds ago. i gotta get some new ones up there.
yeah, i do feel wellgoodly. my brother is my dentist. he hasn't lied to me so far.
How annoying is that red text that says 'you have no journal entry'? Well its fuckin gone now!
SG rocks, what can you say really, sexy people who like each others' bits...what's not to like? This account is more ours (girly + me) than mine though its me doing the posting.
I have a very difficult time understanding how my friends' partners either don't let...
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SG rocks, what can you say really, sexy people who like each others' bits...what's not to like? This account is more ours (girly + me) than mine though its me doing the posting.
I have a very difficult time understanding how my friends' partners either don't let...
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nic:
I'm getting a couple more Amy Brown fairies on my back in the new year, once I get past Xmas and scrape together some bling.
little_star19:
Urgh, yes design is wonderful, design is great, but when you are forced to do shit that doesn't even qualify as bad shit; now that is torture.
I'm having to do some HTML work for a friend of the family - its not that hard but the communication is way difficult - she's a waaaaay out there woman and it makes it real hard to involve structure and process - so half the work is working out what work needs working on...get my drift
Fuck it - can't I just play Halo for hte rest of the night - or look at SG gals for that matter.. urgh
I'm having to do some HTML work for a friend of the family - its not that hard but the communication is way difficult - she's a waaaaay out there woman and it makes it real hard to involve structure and process - so half the work is working out what work needs working on...get my drift
Fuck it - can't I just play Halo for hte rest of the night - or look at SG gals for that matter.. urgh
Hope you had a good christmas!