lita_____

I'm bummed out.

Virtual hugs please?


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You guys are adorable. Thank you

A few issues I'm having right now:

Job-hunting has me dicouraged. I have a Masters, I'm a trained mediator, have solid work experience, and I can't even get an interview. I know that's the norm, I just need a job um, yesterday. I really don't want to go back to waitressing, but that may be the interim fix.

My roomate's in Paris, and as much as I like the apartment to myself, I'm kinda lonely.

And last night I had a bad experience with the old on/off boy. Basically we had both been drinking (not together), and he showed up at my place and verbally unleashed on me. The worst part was I knew that it wasn't him talking. His drinking is out of control - when I called him earlier today he said he didn't even remember being at my house and apologized profusely. It's like he's 2 different people. How do you tell someone you love that you get scared when they drink?

So yeah. Thanks for listening guys.