So I have to admit Ive been a bad girl, @missy @lyxzen @rambo, Ive never done my homework. So here is my first entry. I know this is an old topic, but I like this one :) <3
What do I want to accomplish this year?
Well I have been poledancing for about 3 years now. Besides SuicideGirls, it is my true passion. I poledance in studio once a week and at home about once a week. My pole also lives in my living room so im constanstly "playing" on it.
I would love to be an instructor , but as a hairstylist my hours are all over the place and just do not allow me the time to dedicate myself to teaching a class. Plus i don't think i could handle 2 physical jobs, my personal pole training and modelling. Anyway where I am going with this...i would love to improve my pole dancing. Every single year i get better and better. All these moves i saw last year and thought to myself "wow i wish i could do that." Well guess what? Now i can!!
This year i have decided to push myself into something that scares the hell out of me. Ive decided to complete for the Alberta semi-pro Pole Dancing Championship. I have preformed twice before, but never for a competition. Preforming is insanly hard work. Not only coming up with a routine but also finding a kick ass song and an amazing stage presence-which is so challanging for a shy girl like me. But you just got to fake it till you make it!! Its very easy for me to let my doubts and fears limit me from what i want to do but this year is the year- IM GONNA DO IT!!
I was considering doing it last year but i had to make a choice on whether or not to concentrate my efforts on becomeing an SG or whether to compete. Naturally SG won out simply because it has been more than a dream of mine to become a SuicideGirl for such a very long time. That is another thing i would LOVE to accomplish this year. I would love more than anything to turn pink! I am still a fairly new hopeful, but i do have set in member review by the name of "Free Comic Book Day." If you havent seen it, go check it out, maybe send a heart my way? I also have another awesome set pending review and 2 more currently getting edited. So fingers crossed!! <3
I also have some adult descisions coming up. We are hoping to buy a house sometime this year!! But we can't decide if we want to remain in the same city or adventure to a new place. Im afriad of change, so this is sort of a big deal for me.
So here's to overcoming my fears, doubts and insecuries to make my life exciting and a dream come true!
This year will be the year, i just know it!! I love you all!! Thanks for reading!!!! Xoxoxox
