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I didn't realise it had been so long since I'd done a blog. My apologies to those wanting more of my ramblings.

Still not got a job, but had some interviews and waiting back to hear on things so I guess in that sense things have moved forward, just not quite as far as I might have hoped. But in good news my friends have been starting to move back so there are more people around now to meet up with and go out with. I just don't really have the cash do go out with. Thank you overdraft. So hopefully things will be on the up. Been out a bit more, and everything and everyone seems to have slipped back exactly how I remember, it's almost like last year didn't happen. Oh if, only it hadn't. Big night out on a friday for my housemates birthday. She has a load of friends coming up so it's going to be a full house of hungover people on saturday.

As its a september there's already a fair few freshers around town, pretty obvious to spot, i expect more next week as that is freshers week.Some people I know are really excited as its like a whole new batch of girls to try and sleep with. I don't follow that way of thinking. Partly because they make me feel old, also because I know a lot of them will be really annoying, pretentious little dickheads slags. But you know, we'll see how it goes.

I still have a massive dislike for the general public. Nothing specific has happened recently. I just don't like how they get in my way, do stupid things and just generally don't need to be there. Occasionally I have a very short temper and no patience, right now is one of those times. I have no time for messing around and dickheads. I was thinking maybe I was ready for a relationship the other day, but maybe not if my patience is like this. Oh well, I'm sure I'll be back to being chilled out soon.

EDIT: Maybe everything hasn't slipped back to how it was with old friends. For tonight some got a bit drink, and seem to have very little respect. I think this as the same as before, I just didn't notice. My housemate works at a pub, and since she's worked there I've had respect for the fact that when i'm out, she is working, she's not there for me to mess about with. Also I had respect for that she now knows all the regulars in the pub and is friends with a lot of them. I also had respect for whenever I got any privileges, such as cheap drinks/staying after closing etc, often feeling bad and feeling I should pay my way and really not wanting to take advantage. I feel some of my friends do not have this same respect, from shouting at my housemate behind the bar all night, and generally winding her up, to taking the piss very audibly of regulars and people that both I and especially my housemate know and are friends with. I hope they realise soon that maybe their dicking around might have an effect on other people and that those who are random strangers to them aren't to other people. I feel bad saying shut up to them and coming across as a narky buzzkill. But it's embarrassing to be around them sometimes. If anything though it makes me realise that I have grown up a bit this past year. That I am glad of. Also i saw this thing called Amoeba to Zebra, a musical of the history of life on earth. It was ace.



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