lisseth

will I scare him off with this?
(i spoke to him today, asked a very general question "if a girl were to tell u how she feels would u want it in a letter or spoken" he said either or whichever she feels comfortable with) so I decided today to start writing down my feelings without sounding desperate..and here is what I wrote
(LX: I know I know.. i need to get my mind out of the gutter, and be happy.. its really hard right now)

""ive needed to tell you something
and Ive kept it held in
because of our friendship
i thought it would go away with time
but now I have to tell you.

In the past month
I've started to see these wonderful things about you
and I started to like you again
and i started to wonder if we could ever have something more.
and i do realize your not interested in relationships ...
i just thought maybe...maybe things were different than before..

ive been worried about telling you how I feel
because i thought it might harm the friendship...
but I think your better than that..
and if your not interested in something more..
hopefully this wont put a damper in the friendship we currently have."